DAMAGED PART 2

IT WAS NO GOOD COUSIN BRENDA! NOW MANY PEOPLE KNOW HER AS BABY B. THE MOST SUCCESSFULLY FEMALE ARTIST OF ALL TIME, SHE HAS THE VOICE OF WHITNEY THE BODY OF BEYONCE, AND THE DANCE MOVES LIKE JANET. SHE'S SOLD OVER 300 MILLION RECORDS WORLD WIDE AND SOLD OUT STADIUMS ALL OVER THE WORLD. SHE IS THE ONE OF THE FEW PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY THAT HAS MADE SOMETHING OF HERSELF. SHE HAS IT ALL THE GREAT CAREER, THE MONEY, AND FAME.  DA'SHAWN WAS STILL STANDING  IN THE DOORWAY IN TOTAL SHOCK.


"AREN'T YOU GOING TO INVITE ME IN HONEY" COUSIN BRENDA SAYS. DA'SHAWN SAYS STUTTERING "C-COME O-O-O-ON I-I-I-N"

COUSIN BRENDA WALKS IN AND SEES THE PUDDLE OF BLOOD ON THE FLOOR SHE TURNS TO DA'SHAWN AND SAYS

"I SEE YO MAMA STILL KICKING YO ASS"
DA'SHAWN ANSWERS BACK DEFENSIVELY "YEA SO WHAT? I GOT IT UNDER CONTROL." 

COUSIN BRENDA ROLLS HER EYES AND SAYS "ITS AMAZING HOW THAT WOMAN CANT SEE ALL THE TALENT YOU HAVE. JUST CAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND SOMETHING DON'T MEAN ITS EVIL. YOUR MOM IS ONE HEARTLESS BITCH YOU KNOW THAT"

"HEY THAT'S MY MOM YOU TALKING ABOUT YES SHE MAY BE HEARTLESS BUT, AT LEAST SHE AIN'T NO SELL OUT WITH A CRACK-WHORE MOTHER LIKE SOME PEOPLE I KNOW" DA'SHWAN SAYS ANGRILY.

COUSIN BRENDA SETS HER PURSE DOWN IN RAGE "BOY I AIN'T NO DAMN SELL OUT I MADE IT HONEY UNLIKE THE REST OF THIS GHETTO ASS FAMILY. I GOT OUT THE DAMN PROJECTS AND OUT OF THIS HELL-HOLD. I DON'T RELY ON WELFARE TO HELP ME. I MAKE MY OWN MONEY, SELL MILLIONS OF RECORDS, AND TRAVEL THE WORLD. WHILE THE REST OF Y'ALL IS STILL STUCK IN THIS RAGGEDY ASS PLACE. AND ANOTHER THING

"AND THE OTHER THING IS THAT YOU FORGOT ALL ABOUT YOUR FAMILY YOU STUCK UP BITCH" DA'SHAWN SAYS AS HE INTERRUPTS HER. "YEA  YOU MADE IT THAT'S GREAT BUT WHAT ABOUT THE REST OF US, WHAT ABOUT ALL TIMES WE GAVE YOU A PLACE TO STAY BECAUSE YOUR MOTHER TRADED THE RENT MONEY FOR A FIX. WHAT ABOUT MY GRANDMA WHO TOOK YOU IN AFTER CHILD SERVICES THREATENED TO TAKE YOU AWAY, WHAT ABOUT ME! WHAT ABOUT THE PROMISE YOU MADE ME HUH? WHAT ABOUT ALL THAT?" DA'SHAWN SAYS AS THE BLOOD STILL POURS FROM THIS HEAD DUE TO THE BEATING HIS MOTHER GAVE HIM EARLIER.

COUSIN BRENDA JUST STANDS THERE WITH THE LOOK OF GUILT ON HER FACE. "LOOK BRENDA WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT, BECAUSE THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU YOU TOLD THE ENTIRE FAMILY TO KISS YO ASS AND BURN IN HELL, SO WHAT DO YOU WANT?"

COUSIN BRENDA WALKS UP TO DA'SHAWN AND REACHES FOR HIS FACE AND SAYS "I JUST WANTED TO COME BY AND SAY HELLO THAT'S ALL, I'M IN TOWN FOR A CONCERT AND THOUGHT I WOULD JUST STOP BY." BRENDA'S TURNS AND WALKS TO GRAB HER PURSE

DA'SHAWN SAYS" WELL ITS KIND OF HARD TO BE HAPPY TO SEE YOU WHEN THE LAST TIME WE TALKED YOU WAS CUSSING ME AND THE ENTIRE FAMILY OUT LIKE WE WAS THE ONES WHO HURT YOU"

"THE FAMILY DID HURT ME MOTHERFUCKER!"

"NO YOUR MOTHER DID, NOT US" DA'SHAWN SAYS

"YES THEY DID YOU WERE TO YOUNG TO REMEMBER THAT DAY BUT I REMEMBER IT CLEARLY. IT WAS THE FOURTH OF JULY WE HAD BAR-B-QUE, FIREWORKS, DRINKS, MUSIC. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS WE HAD THE WHOLE FAMILY TOGETHER, THAT'S WHY YOUR GRANDMA WAS SO HAPPY AND KEPT HUGGING AND KISSING EVERYONE. IT HAD TO BE ABOUT 2P.M. WHEN I GOT THE CALL FROM COLUMBIA RECORDS SAYING THEY WANTED TO SIGN ME TO A RECORD DEAL. I WAS SO HAPPY I STARTED TO CRY EVERYONE WAS HAPPY"

COUSIN BRENDA SAYS AS SHE TAKES A SEAT ON THE BLACK LEATHER COUCH. DA'SHAWN WALKS AND SITS BESIDE HER. BRENDA CONTINUES

" THEN MY DRUNK CRACKHEAD MOTHER DECIDED TO SHOW HER FUCKING FACE. SHE DECIDED TO SHOW UP AND TRY TO BE A MOTHER IN MY GLORY AND THE WHOLE FAMILY KEPT TELLING ME THAT'S YOUR MOTHER YOU SHOULD HELP HER. SHE GRABBED MY ARM AND SAID  TO ME BABY YOU KNOW MAMA LOVES YOU RIGHT AND I TOOK CARE OF YOU ALL THESE YEARS. NOW THAT YOU GOT YOUR RECORD DEAL YOU CAN TAKE CARE OF ME. SHE TOLD ME WITH HER DRUNK SELF, YOU COULD SMELL THE ALCOHOL ON HER A MILE AWAY. I PULLED AWAY FROM HER AND SAID I AIN'T GONNA HELP YOU, YOU JUST A DUMB ASS JUNKIE, WHO AIN'T EVER DID SHIT FOR ME! SHE DIDN'T LIKE THAT TOO MUCH. THEN SHE SLAPPED THE BLACK OFF OF ME LIKE I WAS A FUCKING JEW-KILLER. SHE SLAPPED ME AND SLAPPED ME AND SLAPPED ME. NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS ON THE FLOOR AND SHE WAS PLOWING MY HEAD INTO THE CONCRETE. YEA DA'SHAWN

AS TEARS ROLLED DOWN COUSIN BRENDA FACE DA'SHAWN STARTED TO HAVE A FEELING THAT HE HAS NEVER FELT BEFORE. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HIS LIFE DA'SHAWN FELT SYMPATHY FOR ANOTHER HUMAN. FOR ONCE HE FORGOT ABOUT HOW FUCKED UP HIS LIFE IS AND FELT THE PAIN OF SOMEONE ELSE'S PAST. AS THEY BOTH SAT THERE CRYING DA'SHAWN SAYS:

"HEY B FOR WHAT ITS WORTH I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED I WOULD OF HELPED YOU BUT I WAS YOUNG I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON"

BRENDA WIPES THE TEARS FROM HER FACE AND SAYS "HEY ITS OKAY I HAD THE LAST LAUGH ANYWAY".

THEY BOTH CHUCKLED AND BRENDA SAYS

"GOD YOU LOOK MESS LET ME GET YOU CLEANED UP LIKE I USED TO DO BACK IN THE DAY" DA'SHAWN SMILES AND SAYS 

"SURE BUT YOU THINK YOU COULD HAVE SOMEONE COME AND CLEAN UP THE HOUSE ALSO CUZ I KIND OF HAD A MOMENT"

BRENDA LOOKS AROUND AND SAYS "YEAH I CAN SEE THAT, DON'T WORRY I'LL MAKE A FEW PHONE CALLS. C'MON LETS GO"

AS THEY WERE ON THEIR WAY OUT THE DOOR A SOFT BREEZE HITS DA'SHAWN ON THE BACK OF HIS NECK HE STOPS AND TURNS AROUND. AS HE TAKES ONE LAST LOOK OF THE KNIFE ON THE FLOOR AND THE RIVER OF BLOOD THAT LAYS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROOM. HE COULDN'T HELP BUT GET A GUT FEELING. A FEELING THAT SOMETHING IS COMING, A STORM IS ON THE RISE HE THOUGHT TO HIMSELF AND SOME PEOPLE WONT SURVIVE IT.

MEANWHILE WAY UP IN THE HILLS PAST THE PROJECTS AND ALL THE VIOLENCE THERE WAS A WIFE AND A HUSBAND. BOTH OF THEM ARE LAWYERS AND THEY OWNED THE BIGGEST LAW FIRM IN THE COUNTRY. JILL AND TERRANCE JOHNSON HAVE WORKED HARD FOR ALL THEIR MONEY, WEALTH, AND LUXURY. JILL AND TERRANCE HAS KNOWN EACH OTHER SINCE HIGH SCHOOL, IN FACT THEY WERE HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEARTS. THEY WENT TO THE SAME COLLEGE, HAD THE SAME MAJOR, AND LOST THEIR VIRGINITY TOGETHER. AFTER COLLEGE THEY WERE BOTH INTERNS AT THE JOHNNY COCHRAN FIRM, HOWEVER, AFTER JOHNNY DIED THEY DECIDED TO LEAVE THE FIRM. THEY DECIDED TO START THEIR OWN FIRM, AND SLOWLY BUT, SURELY THEIR LAW FIRM ROSE TO BECOME ONE OF THE GREATEST LAW FIRMS EVER. THEY WERE HAPPY, THEY HAD SUCCESSFULLY CAREERS, TWO BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN, A HUGE MANSION IN THE HILLS. THEY HAD WHAT WE WOULD CALL A PERFECT LIFE. HOWEVER IF THERE IS ONE THING YOU SHOULD HAVE LEARNED BY NOW IS THAT THIS STORY IS ABOUT THE PERFECT LIFE. THE MORE PERFECT YOUR LIFE APPEARS TO BE, THEN THE MORE FUCKED UP YOUR LIFE IS BEHIND CLOSE DOORS. TERRENCE HAD A PROBLEM THAT EVERYONE KNEW ABOUT BUT, JILL REFUSED TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT. TERRENCE LIKED TO DRINK, NOT JUST THE OCCASIONAL DRINK LIKE ALL OF US BUT, HER LIKED TO DRINK EVERY NIGHT. WHEN HE CAME HOME HE WOULD DO HIS USUALLY ROUTINE COME IN AND GO STRAIGHT TO HIS MINI BAR. HE WOULD DRINK ANYTHING VODKA, HENNESSEY, BACARDI, GREY GOOSE, JACK DANIELS. HE DRINKS IT ALL AND OFTEN TIMES HE WOULD MIX THE DANGEROUS LIQUORS TOGETHER. NOW I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU ALL BUT, I BELIEVE WHAT PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY ABOUT DRUNKS. "A DRUNK MIND SPEAKS A SOBER TONGUE", AND TERRANCE WAS THE BEST EXAMPLE OF THIS. ONE DRINK, TWO DRINKS, THREE DRINKS, FOUR, FIVE DRINKS, SIX DRINKS AND A WHOLE LOT MORE, HE THREW TO THE BACK OF HIS THROAT. AS JILL WALKED IN THE ROOM AND SAID "HONEY MAYBE ITS TIME TO PUT THIS UP AND COME TO BED?"

TERRANCE PULLS THE BOTTLE AWAY FROM HER AND SCREAMS" NO YOU STUPID BITCH! I WANNA DRINK AND THEREFOR I WILL DRINK"

JILL SAYS BACK "HEY YOU LOWER YOUR VOICE OUR KIDS ARE UPSTAIRS AND I DON'T WANT THEM TO HEAR ABOUT HOW THEIR FATHER LOVES TO DRINK HIMSELF  INTO A DAMN COMA EVERY NIGHT"

TERRANCE TURNS HIS GLOSSY EYE AND LOOKS AT JILL  "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?" JILL ANSWERS BACK QUICKLY "NOTHING"

"NO! YOU SAID SOMETHING" TERRANCE SAYS AS HE TAKES ANOTHER SHOT. "YOU SAID THAT I LIKE TO DRINK MYSELF INTO A COMA?" TERRANCE JUMPS UP AND GRABS JILL BY HER ARMS AND SMACKS HER BODY ONTO THE WALL. AS HE STARES AT HER HE SCREAMS

" THE ONLY REASON WHY I DRINK IS BECAUSE OF YOU AND THEM DAMN KIDS. YOU ALL BOUGHT THIS ON ME WITH ALL YOUR NAGGING AND DADDY THIS AND DADDY THAT. I DRINK BECAUSE OF YOU ALL!"

TERRANCE THEN THROWS JILL TO THE FLOOR, JILL TRIES TO GET UP BUT TERRANCE THREATENS HER AND, SHE STAYS. AS HE TAKES A FEW MORE SHOTS TERRANCE STARTS TO GO CRAZY, THE PAIN THAT HE IS DEALING WITH IS STARTING TO GROW MORE AND MORE POWERFUL, AND THE ALCOHOL CAN NOT COVER IT UP ANYMORE. HE SCREAMS AND THROWS THE A BOTTLE OF SKY BLUE VODKA AGAINST THE WALL. HE STARTS TO TALK OUT LOUD  AS HE PACES BACK AND FOURTH

"YOU STUPID BITCH, YOU MAKE ME DRINK ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT WORK AND THE KIDS THEN I GOTTA GO OVER THEIR HOUSE AND DEAL WITH THEIR BULLSHIT"

JILL STANDS UP AND  INTERRUPTS HIM "WHO ARE THEY? WHO'S HOUSE ARE YOU GOING TO?" AS HE BACKHANDS HER TERRANCE SAYS LOUDLY

"DON'T WORRY ABOUT ALL THAT".

JILL ANSWERS BACK "YES I DO, I HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW IF YOU SLEEPING AROUND ON ME, THEN TELL ME NOW TERRANCE. DON'T LIE TO ME, I WORRY ABOUT YOU". JILL STARTS TO GET AN UNEASY FEELING ABOUT TERRANCE, SHE THINKS TO HERSELF WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO MY HUSBAND.  


"NO WHAT YOU NEED TO WORRY ABOUT IS TAKING CARE OF YOUR MAN, CLEANING THIS DAMN HOUSE AND MAKING A DECENT MEAL BITCH THAT'S WHAT YOU AND DO. STOP SPENDING ALL MY DAMN MONEY AND GIVE ME SOME GOOD HEAD EVERY NOW AND THEN. THAT'S WHAT YOU NEED TO WORRY ABOUT". TERRANCE SAYS AS FIRMLY AS HE CAN.


JILL ANSWERS HIM "OH MY GOD! THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE ISN'T THERE? JILL STARTS TO RUN AWAY BUT TERRANCE RUNS OVER TO HER AND SAYS  


"NO THEIR AIN'T NOBODY ELSE BUT IF YOU DON'T GIVE ME WHAT I NEED THEN THERE WILL BE."


JILL'S FACE TURNED TO STONE, SHE THOUGHT HOW COULD HE SAY THAT TO ME. I'M HIS WIFE, WE MADE VOWS. HOW COULD HE NOT LOVE ME ANYMORE. 


"YOU GONNA GIVE ME WHAT I WANT TONIGHT I'M TIRED OF YOU NOT PLEASING ME THE WAY I DESERVE TO BE PLEASED" HE PUSHES HER TO THE FLOOR AND UNZIPS HIS PANTS. "YEA YOU BEEN ONE NASTY BITCH AND I'M GONNA PUNISH YOU TONIGHT. JILL STARTS TO CRAWL AWAY IN FEAR BUT, TERRANCE PULLS HER BACK  

"NO BABY YOU ARE MINE TONIGHT.

JILL CRIES "NO, PLEASE, NO"  

"WHAT YOU MEAN NO, YOU DON'T TELL ME NO WOMAN WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU TALKING TO" AS HE BEATS HER FACE IN WITH A EMPTY BOTTLE OF JACK DANIELS. "YOUR GONNA GIVE ME WHAT I WANT." HE DROPS DOWN TO THE FLOOR AND STARTS TO RIP OFF HER CLOTHES PIECE BY PIECE. FIRST, HER SHIRT THEN, HER SKIRT THEN, HE RIPS OFF HER BRA AND PANTIES. HE GRABS HE BREAST AND BITES THEM AS THOUGH THEY ARE AN APPLE FLAVOR SOUR STRAW. JILL SCREAMS OUT IN PAIN. HE THEN, STARTS TO KISS HER VIOLENTLY FROM HER FACE TO HER NECK, TO HER STOMACH, AND DOWN TO HER VAGINA. HE STARTS TO TUG AND EAT AWAY AT HER VAGINA LIKE A LION EATING AWAY AT A ZEBRA.

JILL SCREAMS "STOP! STOP! STOP!" AS TEARS ROLL DOWN HER EYES. TERRANCE COMES UP FROM HER BLEEDING VAGINA AND SAYS  

"I'LL STOP WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT"

THEN, HE STANDS UP AND MAKES JILL GIVE HIM ORAL SEX. HE TAKES HER HEAD AND FORCES IT ONTO HIS PENIS AND, HE FUCKS HER FACE VIOLENTLY. THEN HE THROWS HER ON TOP OF HIS MINI BAR AND GOES DEEP DEEP INSIDE OF HER BACKSIDE. HE THRUSTS HIS BODY INTO HERS. JILL'S SCREAMING FOR HIM TO STOP BUT, HIS MADNESS WONT LET HIM. FINALLY, AFTER HOURS AND HOURS TERRANCE IS DONE HE HAS EJACULATED ON TOP OF HER FACE, LIKE WHIP CREAM ON TOP OF A SUNDAE. HE ZIPS HIS PANTS UP AND GOES THEN HEADS TO BED. JILL IS LEFT SITTING ON TOP OF THE BAR IN BLOOD AND TEARS. SHE GETS OFF THE BAR FALLS TO THE FLOOR  AND STARTS TO CRY. AS SHE LOOKS AROUND THE ROOM SHE CATCHES A REFLECTION OF HERSELF IN THE MIRROR AND, SHE REALIZES THAT SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE. SOMEONE HAS TO TAKE ACTION, ONE OF US MUST DIE IN ORDER FOR THE OTHER TO LIVE HAPPILY! SHE THINKS TO HERSELF THEN, SHE  PUTS HER CLOTHES BACK ON AND STARTS TO DRIVE TO THE HOSPITAL.


TO BE CONTINUED...