IT WAS A BUSY NIGHT AT THE MARTIAN LUTHER KING JR. HOSPITAL THAT NIGHT AND THE HEAD NURSE TERRA WAS FEELING OVERWORKED. SHE HAD AN ER FULL OF SICK AND INJURED PEOPLE, A STAFF THAT WAS NOT DOING THEIR JOB PROPERLY AND SHE WAS 5 MONTHS PREGNANT WITH HER 4 BABY. AS SHE STANDS BEHIND THE MAIN COUNTER A VOICE COMES ACROSS HER EAR AND SAYS
EXCUSE ME, WE NEED SOME HELP!"
AS TERRA TURNS AND SAYS EVERYBODY UP IN HERE NEED..." AS TERRA STOPPED IN THE MIDDLE OF HER SENTENCE, SHE COULDN'T BELIEVE WHO SHE WAS LOOKING AT, HER LITTLE COUSIN DA'SHAWN AND HER SISTER BRENDA. AS SHE ROLLED HER EYES AND SMACKED HER LIPS AND SAID WHAT THE HELL YA'LL WANT? AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? AS SHE POINTED TO BRENDA. BRENDA SAYS
DON'T WORRY ABOUT WHY I AM HERE JUST GET DA'SHAWN A ROOM YOU KNOW HIS MAMA BE BEATING UP ON HIM.
TERRA CROSSES HER ARMS AND SAYS SO WHAT THAT GOTTA DO WITH ME, THE LITTLE FAG DESERVES TO GET HIS ASS BEAT. AS DA'SHAWN REACHES OVER THE COUNTER AND GRABS TERRA BY HER THROAT AND SAYS HEY LISTEN LADY IF YOU DON'T GET ME A ROOM ASAP THEN I'M GOING TO TELL YOUR BOSS ABOUT HOW YOU BE STEALING MEDICINE FOR YOUR BOYFRIEND TO SELL OUT THERE ON THE STREETS. TERRA SMIRKS AND SAYS
YOU DON'T HAVE THE BALLS TO TELL ANYONE ANYTHING! DA'SHAWN SAYS IN A DEMONIC TONE TRY ME. TERRA SIGHS OKAY DAMN LET ME GO AND I WILL START YOUR PAPER WORK DAMN,HAVE A SEAT AND THE DOCTOR WILL BE RIGHT WITH YOU.
JUST AS DA'SHAWN AND BRENDA SAT DOWN,A WOMEN WALKED IN AND SHE WAS A TRAGIC MESS. SHE SMELLED OF ROTTEN GARBAGE AND ALCOHOL, SHE HAD RAGS WRAPPED AROUND HER LIKE A COUTURE GOWN, SHE WAS WALKING WITH A SLIGHT LIMP, HER TEETH WERE AS YELLOW AND BRIGHT AS THE SUN AND SHE WAS COVERED IN DIRT FROM HEAD TO TOE. AS SHE LIMPED HER WAY TO THE COUNTER SHE WHISPERS HEY HEY IN A RASPY VOICE NO ONE ANSWERS HER. SHE WHISPERS AGAIN HEY HEY, AS SHE REACHES OUT HER HAND AND TOUCHES TERRA ON THE BACK. TERRA TURNS AROUND AND SHOUTS BITCH DON'T BE TOUCHING ME LIKE YOU KNOW ME. AS THE LADY FINALLY LIFTS UP HER HEAD AND STARES TERRA DEAD IN THE FACE. TERRA STARES INTO THE WOMAN CATARACT EYEBALL AND SHE REALIZES SHE KNOWS THIS WOMEN,AS A TEAR STARTS TO FALL DOWN TERRAS FACE SHE WHISPERS MAMA.
DA'SHWAN LEWIS A NURSE CALLS OUT, DASHWAN STANDS UP WITH HIS HEAD HUNG LOW, ASHAMED OF HOW HE LOOKS AND WHAT PEOPLE WILL SAY OR THINK. THE NURSE SAYS FOLLOW ME YOUR GOING TO BE IN ROOM NUMBER 251. AS DA'SHAWN FOLLOWS THE NURSE INTO THE COLD HOSPITAL ROOM, HE CANT HELP, BUT TO THINK OF THE STORY HE IS GOING TO TELL THE DOCTOR THIS TIME. HE HAS ALREADY USED ALL HIS BEST EXCUSES THE LAST COUPLE OF TIMES THIS HAPPEN. HAS SWEAT STARTS TO POUR FROM HIS PORES DA'SHAWN STARTS TO GET SCARED. IF HE TELLS THEM A STORY AND THEY BELIEVE IT THEN, HE WILL BE IN THE CLEAR, BUT IF HE TELLS THEM A STORY AND THEY DON'T BELIEVE HIM, THEN THEY WOULD TAKE HIM AWAY FROM HIS MOTHER. ALTHOUGH DA'SHAWN HATES HIS MOTHER WITH ALL HIS HEART HE STILL DOESN'T WANT TO BE TAKEN AWAY FROM HER. AS THE DOCTOR WALKS IN AND SAYS HELLO DA'SHWAN I SEE YOUR BACK HERE FOR THE 7TH TIME IN THE LAST 10 MONTHS. WHAT HAPPENED THIS TIME?
DA'SHAWN SAYS NERVOUSLY UMMM YEA, SEE WHAT HAPPENED THIS TIME IS I FELL DOWN THE STAIRCASE IN THE PROJECTS. THAT SEEMED LIKE A GOOD LIE BECAUSE ALL TYPES OF CRAZY THINGS HAPPENS IN THE PROJECTS. THE DOCTOR LOOKS AT DA'SHWAN WITH THIS DUMBFOUNDED LOOK ON HIS FACE AND SAYS YOU FELL? THE DOCTOR SAYS, DA'SHAWN ANSWERS YEA.
WHICH PROJECTS DO YOU LIVE IN DA'SHAWN? DA'SHAWN ANSWERS THE WATTS PROJECTS. THE WATTS PROJECTS?? THE DOCTOR SAYS BACK WITH AN SNOOTY ATTITUDE. DA'SHWAN SAYS NERVOUSLY YEA. DA'SHAWN WAS STARTING TO GET WORRIED BECAUSE HE WAS STARTING TO BELIEVE THAT THE DOCTOR DIDN'T BELIEVE HIS LIE. AS HE LOOKED AROUND THE ROOM STARTED TO CLOSE IN ON HIM AND THE WALLS SEEM TO GET CLOSER AND CLOSER. THE DOCTOR LOOKS DA'SHWAN IN THE EYES AND SAYS YOU ARE AWARE THAT NONE OF THE WATTS PROJECTS HAVE A STAIRWAY INSIDE OR OUTSIDE OF THEIR BUILDING. DA'SHAWN SAT THERE WITH THE LOOK OF STUPID ON HIS FACE, HE THEN REALIZED THAT THE DOCTOR WAS RIGHT. THE DAMN PROJECTS DON'T HAVE STAIRS IN IT, ITS JUST A BUNCH OF RAN DOWN BOOTLEG TOWNHOUSES BUNCHED TOGETHER. AMAZED THAT THE DOCTOR KNEW THIS AND THEN CALLED HIM OUT ON IT. DA'SHAWN HAD NO REPLY HE JUST SAT THERE WITH HIS MOUTH HUNG OPEN. SO LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT THE DOCTOR SAYS ALL THESE BRUISES AND SCARS HAPPEN TO YOU BECAUSE YOU FELL DOWN A STAIRCASE INSIDE THE WATTS PROJECTS WHEN THE WATTS PROJECTS DOESN'T HAVE ANY STAIRCASE IN IT, IS THAT RIGHT?
DA'SHAWN LOOKS DOWN TO THE TILE FLOOR , THEN THE CEILING, IN HIS MIND HES TRYING TO MAKE UP AN COMEBACK BUT, HE CANT SEEM TO THINK OF ONE. HE IS FIGHTING WITH HIMSELF BECAUSE PART OF HIM WANTS TO YELL AND SCREAM OUT THE TRUTH, WHILE THE OTHER PART WANTS TO RUN AWAY AND HIDE. DA'SHWAN SWALLOWS HIS SPIT LOOKS AT THE DOCTOR, THE DOCTOR SAYS AT THIS POINT DA'SHWAN IS ALREADY CONVINCED THAT THE DOCTOR MAY ALREADY KNOW WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO HIM, AS DA'SHAWN WIPES THE SWEAT OFF HIS FOREHEAD. HE LOOKS AT THE DOCTOR AND STARTS TO TELL HIM WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO HIM. AFTER ABOUT 30 MINUTES OF DA'SHAWN TALKING THE DOCTOR STOPS HIM AND SAYS WOW ITS OKAY I AM GOING TO HELP YOU AND GET YOU AWAY FROM YOUR MOTHER. NO! YOU CANT TAKE ME AWAY FROM HER, YOU JUST CANT DA'SHWAN SAYS WITH HIS VOICE SHAKING WITH FEAR. THE DOCTOR LOOKS AT HIM WITH THE LOOK OF CONFUSION ON HIS FACE WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO STAY WITH A WOMEN WHO DOES THIS TO YOU? WE ARE GOING TO HELP YOU DA'SHWAN SAYS HIS HEAD VIOLENTLY WITH DISAGREEMENT. LOOK ALL I NEED YOU TO DO IS TO FIX ME UP TODAY SO THAT I CAN GET BACK HOME AND GO ON WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE. I CAN HANDLE THIS DA'SHAWN SAYS. THE DOCTOR LOOKS AT DA'SHWAN AND SAYS WELL IF YOU WERE OVER THE AGE OF 18 I COULD DO THAT BUT SINCE YOU ARE ONLY 16 YEARS OLD, IT IS LAW THAT THE HOSPITAL CONTACT CHILD SERVICES AND THEY WILL HAVE TO DO A FULL INVESTIGATION. SORRY BUT ITS OUT OF MY HANDS NOW. DA'SHAWN LOOKS DOWN WITH SADNESS ON HIS FACE HE CANT BELIEVE WHAT HE JUST DID. HE CAN ONLY THINK OF THE HELL THAT IS GOING TO COME DOWN ON HIM WHEN HIS MOTHER SEES A CHILD WELFARE REPRESENTATIVE AT THEIR FRONT DOOR. AS SCARED AS HE IS, AS MUCH FEAR THAT IS INSIDE OF HIM, PART OF HIM IS REVEALED. PART OF HIM IS HAPPY THAT HE FINALLY TOLD SOMEONE, IT WAS AS IF A THE WORLD WAS FINALLY OFF OF HIS SHOULDERS AND HE COULD BE FREE. C'MON LETS GET YOU CLEANED UP. DA'SHWAN LOOKS AT THE DOCTOR IN THE EYES AND FOR ONCE IN HIS LIFE HE FEELS SAFE.
NOW BACK OUT IN THE WAITING ROOM BRENDA IS BEING SURROUND BY SCREAMING FANS ASKING FOR PICTURES AND AUTOGRAPHS. WHILE TERRA PULLS HER MOTHER INTO AN EMPTY HOSPITAL ROOM WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? HOW DID YOU KNOW I WAS HERE? AS HER MOTHER INTERRUPTS HER LOOK TERRA I KNOW YOU WANT TO KNOW A LOT OF STUFF AND I WILL TELL YOU ALL YOU WANT TO KNOW, BUT RIGHT NOW I NEED SOME HELP. TERRA LOOKS AT HER MOTHER WITH DISGUST YOU NEED HELP? WELL I CANT HELP YOU, I GOT THREE KIDS AT HOME AND ONE ON THE WAY TO TAKE CARE OF, I DON'T HAVE TIME TO HELP YOU. TERRA PLEASE! AS HER MOTHER BEGS HER,
MAMA YOU LEFT ME WHEN I WAS 10 AND BRENDA WAS 15 YOU CAME AROUND EVERY NOW AND THEN LIKE YOU JUST STEPPED OUT OF AN JUNKIE'S WET DREAM. YOU SEEMED TO BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF THEN. WHY CANT YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF NOW??
AS BRENDA MOTHER WALKS SLOWLY TO THE CHAIR AND TAKES A SEAT. SHE LOOKS AT HER DAUGHTER AND SAYS LOOK I KNOW I HAVE MESSED UP IN THE PAST, I KNOW I DID BOTH OF YOU WRONG, I AIN'T PERFECT NOW, I KNOW HOW I MUST OF HURT YOU AND THE PAIN I CAUSED YOU, BUT DAMMIT I AM STILL YOUR MOTHER AND YOU WILL HELP ME! SHE STRUGGLES TO SAY AS THE ILLNESS IS TAKING OVER HER BODY, ETTA STARTS TO COUGH UP BLOOD AND FALLS TO THE FLOOR. TERRA RUSHES OVER TO HER MOTHER AND SAYS OKAY MOM I'M GOING TO HELP YOU, BUT ONLY ON ONE CONDITION, AFTER I HELP YOU, YOU GOTTA GO TO REHAB AND GET CLEANED UP OKAY.NO MORE HANGING OUT WITH UNCLE JOE AND THE DRUG DEALERS. YOUR GOING TO GET CLEAN AND LIVE WITH ME OKAY! ETTA LOOKS AT TERRA IN FEAR AS SHE STARTS TO TREMBLE SHE SAYS OKAY. AS TERRA SIGHS OKAY SO WHAT WRONG WITH YOU AND WHAT DO I HAVE TO STEAL FOR YOU? BECAUSE I KNOW YOU AIN'T GOT NO DAMN INSURANCE. AS ETTA USES THE CHAIR TO STAND TO HER FEET SHE LOOKS TERRA IN THE FACE AND SAYS I WENT DOWN TO THE CLINIC A FEW WEEKS AGO AND THEY TOLD ME I GOT THAT HIV VIRUS. AND THEY AIN'T GIVING ME NO MEDS. SO I NEED SOMETHING TO TAKE OR I'M GOING TO DIE. AS TERRA SHAKES HER HEAD AND LOOKS TO THE FLOOR SHE SAYS OKAY DO YOU HAVE HIV OR FULL BLOWN AIDS?
WHAT DIFFERENCE DO IT MAKE I'M DIEING. ETTA SCREAMS OUT. BRENDA ROLLS HER EYES AND SAYS OKAY, I WILL GET YOU SOME MEDS JUST GO WAIT OUTSIDE IN THE WAITING ROOM AND DON'T TALK TO NOBODY EITHER. AS TERRA WAS WALKING OUT THE DOOR ETTA SAYS TO HER TERRA WAS THAT BRENDA SURROUNDED BY ALL THEM PEOPLE OUT THERE? TERRA LOOKS BACK AND SAYS YEA, THAT'S YOUR LITTLE GIRL! AIN'T SHE SOMETHING. TERRA CLOSES THE DOOR AND PROCEEDS UPSTAIRS TO THE HIV/AIDS FLOOR.
AS ETTA MAKES HER WAY INTO THE WAITING ROOM SHE CANT HELP BUT TO GLANCE AT HER DAUGHTER. SHE FELT SO HAPPY TO SEE HER DAUGHTER. AS HER HEART FILLED WITH JOY TO SEE HER DAUGHTER SURROUNDED BY SCREAMING FANS. SHE JUST COULDN'T HELP BUT, TO FEEL GUILTY. SHE HAD A DEEP FEELING OF GUILT IN HER SOUL AND SHE WANTED TO LET IT FREE. AS THE SCREAMING FANS SLOWLY STARTED TO DISAPPEAR ETTA DECIDED TO MAKE HER MOVE. AS SHE WALKED OVER TOWARD BRENDA SHE STARTS TO GET NERVES. SHE STARTS TO WONDER IF BRENDA WOULD BE HAPPY, SAD OR MAD TO SEE HER FACE AGAIN. AS ETTA APPROACHES BRENDA SHE TAPS HER ON HER BACK BRENDA THEN TURNS AROUND AND SAYS HI! IN A VERY CHEERFUL VOICE. ETTA STANDS THERE IN SILENCE AS ETTA REVELS HER FACE FROM UNDER HER DARK HOODIE SHE WAS WEARING, BRENDA HAD A FEELING COME OVER HER, A DARK EVIL FEELING. IT WAS AS IF SEEING HER MOTHERS FACE AFTER ALL THESE YEARS MADE THE DEVIL COME OUT OF HER, ETTA SAYS TO HER HEY BRENDA HOW HAVE U BEEN? AS BRENDA STARTS TO BREATHE HEAVILY, AND HER BLOOD STARTS TO BOIL, TEARS FALL FROM HER FACE AND HITS THE FLOOR AS IF HER TEARS WERE A HAIL STORM. SHE HAS A FLASHBACK OF ALL THE BEATINGS, PAIN, WRONG THINGS THAT ETTA HAS DOESN'T TO HER OVER THE YEARS. THE STEALING, THE RAPE, TRADING HER FOR A FIX, ALL THE WRONG ETTA HAS DONE MADE BRENDA ERUPT AT THE TOP OF HER LUNGS HOW HAVE I BEEN HOW HAVE I BEEN WELL I HAVE BEEN FUCKING FIND WITHOUT YOUR CRACKHEAD ASS THAT'S HOW I BEEN. I BEEN AROUND THIS WHOLE COUNTRY TELLING A LIE THAT MY MOTHER IS DEAD BECAUSE I AM TOO ASHAMED OF WHAT YOU REALLY ARE. I BEEN FILLED WITH PAIN AND ANGER BECAUSE YOU DECIDED TO PICK DRUGS OVER YOUR DAMN KIDS. ETTA REPLIES LOOK I AM SORRY BUT I'M READY TO CHANGE NOW, LOOK I AM SICK,I GOT HIV, I NEED YOUR HELP.I WANNA GET CLEANED! BRENDA REPLIES I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU HAVE, MY HELP YOU NEED MY HELP?? YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN WAITING ON THIS DAY FOR YEARS SO I CAN FINALLY DO ONE THING. AS BRENDA BALLS HER FIST UP LIKE A CANNON AND STRIKES HER MOTHER IN THE FACE. HER MOTHER GOES FLYING ACROSS THE HOSPITAL FLOOR THAT'S HOW I BEEN YOU STUPID BITCH! AS BRENDA IS FEELING ENRAGED, SHE RUNS OVER CLIMBS ON TOP OF HER MOTHER AND STARTS TO STRIKE HER AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. HER RAGE HAS TOOK OVER HER BODY, YEARS AND YEARS OF ANGER BUILDING UP INSIDE OF HER WAS UNLEASHED. AS TERRA WALKED OUT OF THE ELEVATOR SHE NOTICED A HUGE CROWD BY HER DESK, SHE RAN OVER THERE AND SAW BRENDA BEATING ON THEIR MOTHER. STOP STOP BRENDA!!! SHE CRIES AS SHE TRIES TO PULL BRENDA OFF OF THEIR MOTHER. BRENDA WOULD NOT HEAR OF IT AS SHE GOT UP AND PUSHED THE PREGNANT TERRA DOWN ON THE GROUND, SHE LANDED FACE FIRST ON THE COLD HARD TILE FLOOR. BRENDA CONTINUED TO HIT AND CURSE HER MOTHER OUT, AS SHE TOOK HER MOTHERS HEAD AND BEAT IT INTO THE FLOOR LIKE A HAMMER HITS A NAIL. BLOOD FLOWED FROM EVERY PART OF HER BODY. FINALLY SECURITY CAME AND BROKE UP THE FIGHT. ETTA WAS LAID OUT ON THE HOSPITAL FLOOR IN A RIVER OF BLOOD. AS A DOCTOR WENT OVER TO CHECK HER PULSE HE LOOKED UP AND SAID SHES DEAD. BRENDA LOOKED DOWN AT HER DEAD MOTHERS BODY AND FELT NO PAIN, NO REMORSE, NOT EVEN A ONCE OF GUILT. SHE FELT RELIVED THAT THE WOMEN WHO LEFT HER HAS A CHILD, THE WOMEN WHO TRADED HER FOR FIX, THE WOMEN WHO BEAT HER, THE WOMEN WHO LET HER PIMP RAPE HER AS A CHILD WAS DEAD. SHE WAS HAPPY THAT THIS WOMEN WAS FINALLY DEAD.
JUST AFTER THE STORM HIT JILL WALKS INTO THE HOSPITAL THE FIRST THING SHE SEES IS HER SISTER LAYING ON THE FLOOR DEAD. AS SHE FALLS TO THE FLOOR IN TEARS, WEEPING OVER HER DEAD SISTER BODY. WHO DID THIS? WHO DID THIS? WHAT HAPPENED?? EVERYONE POINTED AT BRENDA, YOU, YOU UNGRATEFULLY WHORE. YOU KILLED YOUR OWN MOTHER? AUNT JILL DON'T GIVE ME THAT BECAUSE YOU HAVEN'T SEEN HER IN YEARS EITHER AND AFTER ALL THAT SHE HAS DONE TO ME, SHE DESERVES TO DIE. JILL REPLIES THAT DOESN'T MATTER SHE IS STILL MY SISTER AND SHE WAS YOUR MOTHER, I GUESS YOU TOO BUSY LAYING ON THEM RECORD PRODUCERS LAPS EVERY NIGHT TO CARE ABOUT HER HUH?
THEN FROM OUT OF THE HALLWAY DA'SHAWN ENTERS THE WAITING ROOM HE RUSHES TO THE CROWD. AS HE LOOKS AT BRENDA HE SAYS B, TELL ME YOU DIDN'T, PLEASE TELL ME YOU DIDN'T DO THIS? BRENDA SAYS OH I DID IT DA'SHAWN I KILLED THIS BITCH AND IF YOU HAD ANY SMARTS YOU WILL KILL YOUR MOTHER TOO! DA'SHWAN LOOKS AT HER WITH CONFUSION AND SAYS WHAT?
KILL HER I SAY! THAT'S THE ONLY WAY YOU WILL BE FREE FROM HER, ALL THAT PAIN SHE CAUSED YOU, ALL THE BEATINGS SHE HAS PUT YOU THROUGH. IT WILL ALL BE OVER IF YOU JUST KILL HER. BRENDA SAYS SERIOUSLY. AS AUNT JILL LOOKS AROUND AND SCREAMS GET HER UP! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE GET HER UP! AND YOU AS SHE STARES INTO BRENDA'S EYES YOU I AM GOING TO MAKE SURE YOU GO TO JAIL MARK MY WORDS. JILL WALKS AWAY FIGHTING HER WAY OUT OF THE CROWD ,AND THEN TAKES A SEAT. BRENDA LOOKS A DA'SHAWN AND SAYS I HAVE TO GO BEFORE THE COPS COME LOOK I PROMISE I AM GOING TO COME BACK FOR YOU, DON'T LET HER WIN, YOU ARE STRONGER THAN HER, YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO. I PROMISE I WILL COME BACK! SHE KISSES HIM ON HIS HEAD AND THEN RUNS OUT OF THE HOSPITAL INTO THE DARKNESS. DA'SHAWN WALKS OVER TO AUNT JILL, SITS BESIDE HER. DA'SHAWN ASKS JILL WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR FACE? WHY ARE YOU HERE?
THE SAME REASON WHY YOU ARE HERE THE PERSON WHO SAYS THEY LOVE AND CARE ABOUT ME BEAT THE HELL OUT OF ME. I'M SO CONFUSED I LOVE HIM BUT, I'M TOO WEAK TO LEAVE AND I'M TOO STRONG TO MAKE A CHANGE. I'M JUST LIKE YOU STUCK IN A PLACE WITH SOMEONE WHO CLAIMS TO LOVE ME BUT HURTS ME MORE. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?
DA'SHAWN LOOKS AT AUNT JILL AND SAYS I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU GOING TO DO. YOU ON YOUR OWN I GOT MY OWN PROBLEMS I HAVE TO DEAL WITH. TONIGHT HAS JUST BEEN WAY TOO MUCH FOR ME I'M GOING HOME. DA'SHAWN GETS UP AND STARTS TO WALK AWAY, BEFORE HE CAN GET TOO FAR JILL CALLED HIS NAME AND SAID I'M SORRY ABOUT WHAT UNCLE JOE DID TO YOU. DA'SHAWN LOOKS AT JILL AND SAY DON'T TELL ME YOUR SORRY UNLESS YOUR GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. JILL HANGS HER HEAD LOW AND SAYS THAT'S MY BROTHER I CANT BE THE PERSON WHO GIVES HIM HIS THIRD STRIKE. DA'SHAWN WALKS TO JILL WHO IS STILL SITTING IN THE CHAIR AND HE SAYS THEN YOU ARE NOT SORRY, AND YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING TERRENCE DOES TO YOU. YOU, TERRENCE AND UNCLE JO O SIT UP THERE ON THAT HILL AND LOOK DOWN AT ALL OF US LIKE YOUR ALL SOME KIND OF GOD. WE ARE STRUGGLING DOWN HERE! YOUR NEPHEW AND NIECES ARE OUT HERE FIGHTING FOR THEIR LIVES BUT, YOUR TO STUCK ON MONEY TO HELP US. YOU SO SCARED OF WHAT UNCLE JOE IS GOING TO DO TO YOU. JILL REPLIES YES I AM! I AM HORRIFIED OF WHAT JOE IS GOING TO DO TO ME, YOU SEE WHAT HE DID TO BRENDA'S FATHER, I DON'T WANT TO ME OR TERRENCE TO END UP LIKE THAT. SO IF THAT MEANS MY HUSBAND AND I HAVE TO GET HIM OFF OF TRIAL AND PUT OTHERS IN JAIL WHO DON'T DESERVE IT, AND HELP HIM WITH HIS SCAMS SO WE CAN LIVE. THEN SO BE IT! I'M GOING TO LIVE AND I'M GOING TO LIVE WELL BECAUSE I DESERVE IT! DA'SHAWN LOOKS AT JILL AND SAYS THE SAD THING IS THAT YOU BELIEVE YOURSELF WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN UNCLE JOE NO LONGER NEEDS YOU, HUH? DA'SHAWN WALKS AWAY AND LEAVES THE HOSPITAL AS HE GETS TO THE CORNER HE LOOKS DOWN AT THE PAPER THE DOCTOR GAVE HIM. HE LOOKS AT IT AND SAYS TO HIMSELF I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS DAMN DOCTOR IS MAKING ME GO SEE THIS DAMN PSYCHOLOGIST BRANDON LEWIS.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Monday, June 14, 2010
DAMAGED PART 2
IT WAS NO GOOD COUSIN BRENDA! NOW MANY PEOPLE KNOW HER AS BABY B. THE MOST SUCCESSFULLY FEMALE ARTIST OF ALL TIME, SHE HAS THE VOICE OF WHITNEY THE BODY OF BEYONCE, AND THE DANCE MOVES LIKE JANET. SHE'S SOLD OVER 300 MILLION RECORDS WORLD WIDE AND SOLD OUT STADIUMS ALL OVER THE WORLD. SHE IS THE ONE OF THE FEW PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY THAT HAS MADE SOMETHING OF HERSELF. SHE HAS IT ALL THE GREAT CAREER, THE MONEY, AND FAME. DA'SHAWN WAS STILL STANDING IN THE DOORWAY IN TOTAL SHOCK.
"AREN'T YOU GOING TO INVITE ME IN HONEY" COUSIN BRENDA SAYS. DA'SHAWN SAYS STUTTERING "C-COME O-O-O-ON I-I-I-N"
COUSIN BRENDA WALKS IN AND SEES THE PUDDLE OF BLOOD ON THE FLOOR SHE TURNS TO DA'SHAWN AND SAYS
"I SEE YO MAMA STILL KICKING YO ASS"
DA'SHAWN ANSWERS BACK DEFENSIVELY "YEA SO WHAT? I GOT IT UNDER CONTROL."
COUSIN BRENDA ROLLS HER EYES AND SAYS "ITS AMAZING HOW THAT WOMAN CANT SEE ALL THE TALENT YOU HAVE. JUST CAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND SOMETHING DON'T MEAN ITS EVIL. YOUR MOM IS ONE HEARTLESS BITCH YOU KNOW THAT"
"HEY THAT'S MY MOM YOU TALKING ABOUT YES SHE MAY BE HEARTLESS BUT, AT LEAST SHE AIN'T NO SELL OUT WITH A CRACK-WHORE MOTHER LIKE SOME PEOPLE I KNOW" DA'SHWAN SAYS ANGRILY.
COUSIN BRENDA SETS HER PURSE DOWN IN RAGE "BOY I AIN'T NO DAMN SELL OUT I MADE IT HONEY UNLIKE THE REST OF THIS GHETTO ASS FAMILY. I GOT OUT THE DAMN PROJECTS AND OUT OF THIS HELL-HOLD. I DON'T RELY ON WELFARE TO HELP ME. I MAKE MY OWN MONEY, SELL MILLIONS OF RECORDS, AND TRAVEL THE WORLD. WHILE THE REST OF Y'ALL IS STILL STUCK IN THIS RAGGEDY ASS PLACE. AND ANOTHER THING
"AND THE OTHER THING IS THAT YOU FORGOT ALL ABOUT YOUR FAMILY YOU STUCK UP BITCH" DA'SHAWN SAYS AS HE INTERRUPTS HER. "YEA YOU MADE IT THAT'S GREAT BUT WHAT ABOUT THE REST OF US, WHAT ABOUT ALL TIMES WE GAVE YOU A PLACE TO STAY BECAUSE YOUR MOTHER TRADED THE RENT MONEY FOR A FIX. WHAT ABOUT MY GRANDMA WHO TOOK YOU IN AFTER CHILD SERVICES THREATENED TO TAKE YOU AWAY, WHAT ABOUT ME! WHAT ABOUT THE PROMISE YOU MADE ME HUH? WHAT ABOUT ALL THAT?" DA'SHAWN SAYS AS THE BLOOD STILL POURS FROM THIS HEAD DUE TO THE BEATING HIS MOTHER GAVE HIM EARLIER.
COUSIN BRENDA JUST STANDS THERE WITH THE LOOK OF GUILT ON HER FACE. "LOOK BRENDA WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT, BECAUSE THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU YOU TOLD THE ENTIRE FAMILY TO KISS YO ASS AND BURN IN HELL, SO WHAT DO YOU WANT?"
COUSIN BRENDA WALKS UP TO DA'SHAWN AND REACHES FOR HIS FACE AND SAYS "I JUST WANTED TO COME BY AND SAY HELLO THAT'S ALL, I'M IN TOWN FOR A CONCERT AND THOUGHT I WOULD JUST STOP BY." BRENDA'S TURNS AND WALKS TO GRAB HER PURSE
DA'SHAWN SAYS" WELL ITS KIND OF HARD TO BE HAPPY TO SEE YOU WHEN THE LAST TIME WE TALKED YOU WAS CUSSING ME AND THE ENTIRE FAMILY OUT LIKE WE WAS THE ONES WHO HURT YOU"
"THE FAMILY DID HURT ME MOTHERFUCKER!"
"NO YOUR MOTHER DID, NOT US" DA'SHAWN SAYS
"YES THEY DID YOU WERE TO YOUNG TO REMEMBER THAT DAY BUT I REMEMBER IT CLEARLY. IT WAS THE FOURTH OF JULY WE HAD BAR-B-QUE, FIREWORKS, DRINKS, MUSIC. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS WE HAD THE WHOLE FAMILY TOGETHER, THAT'S WHY YOUR GRANDMA WAS SO HAPPY AND KEPT HUGGING AND KISSING EVERYONE. IT HAD TO BE ABOUT 2P.M. WHEN I GOT THE CALL FROM COLUMBIA RECORDS SAYING THEY WANTED TO SIGN ME TO A RECORD DEAL. I WAS SO HAPPY I STARTED TO CRY EVERYONE WAS HAPPY"
COUSIN BRENDA SAYS AS SHE TAKES A SEAT ON THE BLACK LEATHER COUCH. DA'SHAWN WALKS AND SITS BESIDE HER. BRENDA CONTINUES
" THEN MY DRUNK CRACKHEAD MOTHER DECIDED TO SHOW HER FUCKING FACE. SHE DECIDED TO SHOW UP AND TRY TO BE A MOTHER IN MY GLORY AND THE WHOLE FAMILY KEPT TELLING ME THAT'S YOUR MOTHER YOU SHOULD HELP HER. SHE GRABBED MY ARM AND SAID TO ME BABY YOU KNOW MAMA LOVES YOU RIGHT AND I TOOK CARE OF YOU ALL THESE YEARS. NOW THAT YOU GOT YOUR RECORD DEAL YOU CAN TAKE CARE OF ME. SHE TOLD ME WITH HER DRUNK SELF, YOU COULD SMELL THE ALCOHOL ON HER A MILE AWAY. I PULLED AWAY FROM HER AND SAID I AIN'T GONNA HELP YOU, YOU JUST A DUMB ASS JUNKIE, WHO AIN'T EVER DID SHIT FOR ME! SHE DIDN'T LIKE THAT TOO MUCH. THEN SHE SLAPPED THE BLACK OFF OF ME LIKE I WAS A FUCKING JEW-KILLER. SHE SLAPPED ME AND SLAPPED ME AND SLAPPED ME. NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS ON THE FLOOR AND SHE WAS PLOWING MY HEAD INTO THE CONCRETE. YEA DA'SHAWN
AS TEARS ROLLED DOWN COUSIN BRENDA FACE DA'SHAWN STARTED TO HAVE A FEELING THAT HE HAS NEVER FELT BEFORE. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HIS LIFE DA'SHAWN FELT SYMPATHY FOR ANOTHER HUMAN. FOR ONCE HE FORGOT ABOUT HOW FUCKED UP HIS LIFE IS AND FELT THE PAIN OF SOMEONE ELSE'S PAST. AS THEY BOTH SAT THERE CRYING DA'SHAWN SAYS:
"HEY B FOR WHAT ITS WORTH I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED I WOULD OF HELPED YOU BUT I WAS YOUNG I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON"
BRENDA WIPES THE TEARS FROM HER FACE AND SAYS "HEY ITS OKAY I HAD THE LAST LAUGH ANYWAY".
THEY BOTH CHUCKLED AND BRENDA SAYS
"GOD YOU LOOK MESS LET ME GET YOU CLEANED UP LIKE I USED TO DO BACK IN THE DAY" DA'SHAWN SMILES AND SAYS
"SURE BUT YOU THINK YOU COULD HAVE SOMEONE COME AND CLEAN UP THE HOUSE ALSO CUZ I KIND OF HAD A MOMENT"
BRENDA LOOKS AROUND AND SAYS "YEAH I CAN SEE THAT, DON'T WORRY I'LL MAKE A FEW PHONE CALLS. C'MON LETS GO"
AS THEY WERE ON THEIR WAY OUT THE DOOR A SOFT BREEZE HITS DA'SHAWN ON THE BACK OF HIS NECK HE STOPS AND TURNS AROUND. AS HE TAKES ONE LAST LOOK OF THE KNIFE ON THE FLOOR AND THE RIVER OF BLOOD THAT LAYS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROOM. HE COULDN'T HELP BUT GET A GUT FEELING. A FEELING THAT SOMETHING IS COMING, A STORM IS ON THE RISE HE THOUGHT TO HIMSELF AND SOME PEOPLE WONT SURVIVE IT.
MEANWHILE WAY UP IN THE HILLS PAST THE PROJECTS AND ALL THE VIOLENCE THERE WAS A WIFE AND A HUSBAND. BOTH OF THEM ARE LAWYERS AND THEY OWNED THE BIGGEST LAW FIRM IN THE COUNTRY. JILL AND TERRANCE JOHNSON HAVE WORKED HARD FOR ALL THEIR MONEY, WEALTH, AND LUXURY. JILL AND TERRANCE HAS KNOWN EACH OTHER SINCE HIGH SCHOOL, IN FACT THEY WERE HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEARTS. THEY WENT TO THE SAME COLLEGE, HAD THE SAME MAJOR, AND LOST THEIR VIRGINITY TOGETHER. AFTER COLLEGE THEY WERE BOTH INTERNS AT THE JOHNNY COCHRAN FIRM, HOWEVER, AFTER JOHNNY DIED THEY DECIDED TO LEAVE THE FIRM. THEY DECIDED TO START THEIR OWN FIRM, AND SLOWLY BUT, SURELY THEIR LAW FIRM ROSE TO BECOME ONE OF THE GREATEST LAW FIRMS EVER. THEY WERE HAPPY, THEY HAD SUCCESSFULLY CAREERS, TWO BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN, A HUGE MANSION IN THE HILLS. THEY HAD WHAT WE WOULD CALL A PERFECT LIFE. HOWEVER IF THERE IS ONE THING YOU SHOULD HAVE LEARNED BY NOW IS THAT THIS STORY IS ABOUT THE PERFECT LIFE. THE MORE PERFECT YOUR LIFE APPEARS TO BE, THEN THE MORE FUCKED UP YOUR LIFE IS BEHIND CLOSE DOORS. TERRENCE HAD A PROBLEM THAT EVERYONE KNEW ABOUT BUT, JILL REFUSED TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT. TERRENCE LIKED TO DRINK, NOT JUST THE OCCASIONAL DRINK LIKE ALL OF US BUT, HER LIKED TO DRINK EVERY NIGHT. WHEN HE CAME HOME HE WOULD DO HIS USUALLY ROUTINE COME IN AND GO STRAIGHT TO HIS MINI BAR. HE WOULD DRINK ANYTHING VODKA, HENNESSEY, BACARDI, GREY GOOSE, JACK DANIELS. HE DRINKS IT ALL AND OFTEN TIMES HE WOULD MIX THE DANGEROUS LIQUORS TOGETHER. NOW I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU ALL BUT, I BELIEVE WHAT PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY ABOUT DRUNKS. "A DRUNK MIND SPEAKS A SOBER TONGUE", AND TERRANCE WAS THE BEST EXAMPLE OF THIS. ONE DRINK, TWO DRINKS, THREE DRINKS, FOUR, FIVE DRINKS, SIX DRINKS AND A WHOLE LOT MORE, HE THREW TO THE BACK OF HIS THROAT. AS JILL WALKED IN THE ROOM AND SAID "HONEY MAYBE ITS TIME TO PUT THIS UP AND COME TO BED?"
TERRANCE PULLS THE BOTTLE AWAY FROM HER AND SCREAMS" NO YOU STUPID BITCH! I WANNA DRINK AND THEREFOR I WILL DRINK"
JILL SAYS BACK "HEY YOU LOWER YOUR VOICE OUR KIDS ARE UPSTAIRS AND I DON'T WANT THEM TO HEAR ABOUT HOW THEIR FATHER LOVES TO DRINK HIMSELF INTO A DAMN COMA EVERY NIGHT"
TERRANCE TURNS HIS GLOSSY EYE AND LOOKS AT JILL "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?" JILL ANSWERS BACK QUICKLY "NOTHING"
"NO! YOU SAID SOMETHING" TERRANCE SAYS AS HE TAKES ANOTHER SHOT. "YOU SAID THAT I LIKE TO DRINK MYSELF INTO A COMA?" TERRANCE JUMPS UP AND GRABS JILL BY HER ARMS AND SMACKS HER BODY ONTO THE WALL. AS HE STARES AT HER HE SCREAMS
" THE ONLY REASON WHY I DRINK IS BECAUSE OF YOU AND THEM DAMN KIDS. YOU ALL BOUGHT THIS ON ME WITH ALL YOUR NAGGING AND DADDY THIS AND DADDY THAT. I DRINK BECAUSE OF YOU ALL!"
TERRANCE THEN THROWS JILL TO THE FLOOR, JILL TRIES TO GET UP BUT TERRANCE THREATENS HER AND, SHE STAYS. AS HE TAKES A FEW MORE SHOTS TERRANCE STARTS TO GO CRAZY, THE PAIN THAT HE IS DEALING WITH IS STARTING TO GROW MORE AND MORE POWERFUL, AND THE ALCOHOL CAN NOT COVER IT UP ANYMORE. HE SCREAMS AND THROWS THE A BOTTLE OF SKY BLUE VODKA AGAINST THE WALL. HE STARTS TO TALK OUT LOUD AS HE PACES BACK AND FOURTH
"YOU STUPID BITCH, YOU MAKE ME DRINK ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT WORK AND THE KIDS THEN I GOTTA GO OVER THEIR HOUSE AND DEAL WITH THEIR BULLSHIT"
JILL STANDS UP AND INTERRUPTS HIM "WHO ARE THEY? WHO'S HOUSE ARE YOU GOING TO?" AS HE BACKHANDS HER TERRANCE SAYS LOUDLY
"DON'T WORRY ABOUT ALL THAT".
JILL ANSWERS BACK "YES I DO, I HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW IF YOU SLEEPING AROUND ON ME, THEN TELL ME NOW TERRANCE. DON'T LIE TO ME, I WORRY ABOUT YOU". JILL STARTS TO GET AN UNEASY FEELING ABOUT TERRANCE, SHE THINKS TO HERSELF WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO MY HUSBAND.
"NO WHAT YOU NEED TO WORRY ABOUT IS TAKING CARE OF YOUR MAN, CLEANING THIS DAMN HOUSE AND MAKING A DECENT MEAL BITCH THAT'S WHAT YOU AND DO. STOP SPENDING ALL MY DAMN MONEY AND GIVE ME SOME GOOD HEAD EVERY NOW AND THEN. THAT'S WHAT YOU NEED TO WORRY ABOUT". TERRANCE SAYS AS FIRMLY AS HE CAN.
JILL ANSWERS HIM "OH MY GOD! THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE ISN'T THERE? JILL STARTS TO RUN AWAY BUT TERRANCE RUNS OVER TO HER AND SAYS
"NO THEIR AIN'T NOBODY ELSE BUT IF YOU DON'T GIVE ME WHAT I NEED THEN THERE WILL BE."
JILL'S FACE TURNED TO STONE, SHE THOUGHT HOW COULD HE SAY THAT TO ME. I'M HIS WIFE, WE MADE VOWS. HOW COULD HE NOT LOVE ME ANYMORE.
"YOU GONNA GIVE ME WHAT I WANT TONIGHT I'M TIRED OF YOU NOT PLEASING ME THE WAY I DESERVE TO BE PLEASED" HE PUSHES HER TO THE FLOOR AND UNZIPS HIS PANTS. "YEA YOU BEEN ONE NASTY BITCH AND I'M GONNA PUNISH YOU TONIGHT. JILL STARTS TO CRAWL AWAY IN FEAR BUT, TERRANCE PULLS HER BACK
"NO BABY YOU ARE MINE TONIGHT.
JILL CRIES "NO, PLEASE, NO"
"WHAT YOU MEAN NO, YOU DON'T TELL ME NO WOMAN WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU TALKING TO" AS HE BEATS HER FACE IN WITH A EMPTY BOTTLE OF JACK DANIELS. "YOUR GONNA GIVE ME WHAT I WANT." HE DROPS DOWN TO THE FLOOR AND STARTS TO RIP OFF HER CLOTHES PIECE BY PIECE. FIRST, HER SHIRT THEN, HER SKIRT THEN, HE RIPS OFF HER BRA AND PANTIES. HE GRABS HE BREAST AND BITES THEM AS THOUGH THEY ARE AN APPLE FLAVOR SOUR STRAW. JILL SCREAMS OUT IN PAIN. HE THEN, STARTS TO KISS HER VIOLENTLY FROM HER FACE TO HER NECK, TO HER STOMACH, AND DOWN TO HER VAGINA. HE STARTS TO TUG AND EAT AWAY AT HER VAGINA LIKE A LION EATING AWAY AT A ZEBRA.
JILL SCREAMS "STOP! STOP! STOP!" AS TEARS ROLL DOWN HER EYES. TERRANCE COMES UP FROM HER BLEEDING VAGINA AND SAYS
"I'LL STOP WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT"
THEN, HE STANDS UP AND MAKES JILL GIVE HIM ORAL SEX. HE TAKES HER HEAD AND FORCES IT ONTO HIS PENIS AND, HE FUCKS HER FACE VIOLENTLY. THEN HE THROWS HER ON TOP OF HIS MINI BAR AND GOES DEEP DEEP INSIDE OF HER BACKSIDE. HE THRUSTS HIS BODY INTO HERS. JILL'S SCREAMING FOR HIM TO STOP BUT, HIS MADNESS WONT LET HIM. FINALLY, AFTER HOURS AND HOURS TERRANCE IS DONE HE HAS EJACULATED ON TOP OF HER FACE, LIKE WHIP CREAM ON TOP OF A SUNDAE. HE ZIPS HIS PANTS UP AND GOES THEN HEADS TO BED. JILL IS LEFT SITTING ON TOP OF THE BAR IN BLOOD AND TEARS. SHE GETS OFF THE BAR FALLS TO THE FLOOR AND STARTS TO CRY. AS SHE LOOKS AROUND THE ROOM SHE CATCHES A REFLECTION OF HERSELF IN THE MIRROR AND, SHE REALIZES THAT SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE. SOMEONE HAS TO TAKE ACTION, ONE OF US MUST DIE IN ORDER FOR THE OTHER TO LIVE HAPPILY! SHE THINKS TO HERSELF THEN, SHE PUTS HER CLOTHES BACK ON AND STARTS TO DRIVE TO THE HOSPITAL.
TO BE CONTINUED...
"AREN'T YOU GOING TO INVITE ME IN HONEY" COUSIN BRENDA SAYS. DA'SHAWN SAYS STUTTERING "C-COME O-O-O-ON I-I-I-N"
COUSIN BRENDA WALKS IN AND SEES THE PUDDLE OF BLOOD ON THE FLOOR SHE TURNS TO DA'SHAWN AND SAYS
"I SEE YO MAMA STILL KICKING YO ASS"
DA'SHAWN ANSWERS BACK DEFENSIVELY "YEA SO WHAT? I GOT IT UNDER CONTROL."
COUSIN BRENDA ROLLS HER EYES AND SAYS "ITS AMAZING HOW THAT WOMAN CANT SEE ALL THE TALENT YOU HAVE. JUST CAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND SOMETHING DON'T MEAN ITS EVIL. YOUR MOM IS ONE HEARTLESS BITCH YOU KNOW THAT"
"HEY THAT'S MY MOM YOU TALKING ABOUT YES SHE MAY BE HEARTLESS BUT, AT LEAST SHE AIN'T NO SELL OUT WITH A CRACK-WHORE MOTHER LIKE SOME PEOPLE I KNOW" DA'SHWAN SAYS ANGRILY.
COUSIN BRENDA SETS HER PURSE DOWN IN RAGE "BOY I AIN'T NO DAMN SELL OUT I MADE IT HONEY UNLIKE THE REST OF THIS GHETTO ASS FAMILY. I GOT OUT THE DAMN PROJECTS AND OUT OF THIS HELL-HOLD. I DON'T RELY ON WELFARE TO HELP ME. I MAKE MY OWN MONEY, SELL MILLIONS OF RECORDS, AND TRAVEL THE WORLD. WHILE THE REST OF Y'ALL IS STILL STUCK IN THIS RAGGEDY ASS PLACE. AND ANOTHER THING
"AND THE OTHER THING IS THAT YOU FORGOT ALL ABOUT YOUR FAMILY YOU STUCK UP BITCH" DA'SHAWN SAYS AS HE INTERRUPTS HER. "YEA YOU MADE IT THAT'S GREAT BUT WHAT ABOUT THE REST OF US, WHAT ABOUT ALL TIMES WE GAVE YOU A PLACE TO STAY BECAUSE YOUR MOTHER TRADED THE RENT MONEY FOR A FIX. WHAT ABOUT MY GRANDMA WHO TOOK YOU IN AFTER CHILD SERVICES THREATENED TO TAKE YOU AWAY, WHAT ABOUT ME! WHAT ABOUT THE PROMISE YOU MADE ME HUH? WHAT ABOUT ALL THAT?" DA'SHAWN SAYS AS THE BLOOD STILL POURS FROM THIS HEAD DUE TO THE BEATING HIS MOTHER GAVE HIM EARLIER.
COUSIN BRENDA JUST STANDS THERE WITH THE LOOK OF GUILT ON HER FACE. "LOOK BRENDA WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT, BECAUSE THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU YOU TOLD THE ENTIRE FAMILY TO KISS YO ASS AND BURN IN HELL, SO WHAT DO YOU WANT?"
COUSIN BRENDA WALKS UP TO DA'SHAWN AND REACHES FOR HIS FACE AND SAYS "I JUST WANTED TO COME BY AND SAY HELLO THAT'S ALL, I'M IN TOWN FOR A CONCERT AND THOUGHT I WOULD JUST STOP BY." BRENDA'S TURNS AND WALKS TO GRAB HER PURSE
DA'SHAWN SAYS" WELL ITS KIND OF HARD TO BE HAPPY TO SEE YOU WHEN THE LAST TIME WE TALKED YOU WAS CUSSING ME AND THE ENTIRE FAMILY OUT LIKE WE WAS THE ONES WHO HURT YOU"
"THE FAMILY DID HURT ME MOTHERFUCKER!"
"NO YOUR MOTHER DID, NOT US" DA'SHAWN SAYS
"YES THEY DID YOU WERE TO YOUNG TO REMEMBER THAT DAY BUT I REMEMBER IT CLEARLY. IT WAS THE FOURTH OF JULY WE HAD BAR-B-QUE, FIREWORKS, DRINKS, MUSIC. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS WE HAD THE WHOLE FAMILY TOGETHER, THAT'S WHY YOUR GRANDMA WAS SO HAPPY AND KEPT HUGGING AND KISSING EVERYONE. IT HAD TO BE ABOUT 2P.M. WHEN I GOT THE CALL FROM COLUMBIA RECORDS SAYING THEY WANTED TO SIGN ME TO A RECORD DEAL. I WAS SO HAPPY I STARTED TO CRY EVERYONE WAS HAPPY"
COUSIN BRENDA SAYS AS SHE TAKES A SEAT ON THE BLACK LEATHER COUCH. DA'SHAWN WALKS AND SITS BESIDE HER. BRENDA CONTINUES
" THEN MY DRUNK CRACKHEAD MOTHER DECIDED TO SHOW HER FUCKING FACE. SHE DECIDED TO SHOW UP AND TRY TO BE A MOTHER IN MY GLORY AND THE WHOLE FAMILY KEPT TELLING ME THAT'S YOUR MOTHER YOU SHOULD HELP HER. SHE GRABBED MY ARM AND SAID TO ME BABY YOU KNOW MAMA LOVES YOU RIGHT AND I TOOK CARE OF YOU ALL THESE YEARS. NOW THAT YOU GOT YOUR RECORD DEAL YOU CAN TAKE CARE OF ME. SHE TOLD ME WITH HER DRUNK SELF, YOU COULD SMELL THE ALCOHOL ON HER A MILE AWAY. I PULLED AWAY FROM HER AND SAID I AIN'T GONNA HELP YOU, YOU JUST A DUMB ASS JUNKIE, WHO AIN'T EVER DID SHIT FOR ME! SHE DIDN'T LIKE THAT TOO MUCH. THEN SHE SLAPPED THE BLACK OFF OF ME LIKE I WAS A FUCKING JEW-KILLER. SHE SLAPPED ME AND SLAPPED ME AND SLAPPED ME. NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS ON THE FLOOR AND SHE WAS PLOWING MY HEAD INTO THE CONCRETE. YEA DA'SHAWN
AS TEARS ROLLED DOWN COUSIN BRENDA FACE DA'SHAWN STARTED TO HAVE A FEELING THAT HE HAS NEVER FELT BEFORE. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HIS LIFE DA'SHAWN FELT SYMPATHY FOR ANOTHER HUMAN. FOR ONCE HE FORGOT ABOUT HOW FUCKED UP HIS LIFE IS AND FELT THE PAIN OF SOMEONE ELSE'S PAST. AS THEY BOTH SAT THERE CRYING DA'SHAWN SAYS:
"HEY B FOR WHAT ITS WORTH I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED I WOULD OF HELPED YOU BUT I WAS YOUNG I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON"
BRENDA WIPES THE TEARS FROM HER FACE AND SAYS "HEY ITS OKAY I HAD THE LAST LAUGH ANYWAY".
THEY BOTH CHUCKLED AND BRENDA SAYS
"GOD YOU LOOK MESS LET ME GET YOU CLEANED UP LIKE I USED TO DO BACK IN THE DAY" DA'SHAWN SMILES AND SAYS
"SURE BUT YOU THINK YOU COULD HAVE SOMEONE COME AND CLEAN UP THE HOUSE ALSO CUZ I KIND OF HAD A MOMENT"
BRENDA LOOKS AROUND AND SAYS "YEAH I CAN SEE THAT, DON'T WORRY I'LL MAKE A FEW PHONE CALLS. C'MON LETS GO"
AS THEY WERE ON THEIR WAY OUT THE DOOR A SOFT BREEZE HITS DA'SHAWN ON THE BACK OF HIS NECK HE STOPS AND TURNS AROUND. AS HE TAKES ONE LAST LOOK OF THE KNIFE ON THE FLOOR AND THE RIVER OF BLOOD THAT LAYS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROOM. HE COULDN'T HELP BUT GET A GUT FEELING. A FEELING THAT SOMETHING IS COMING, A STORM IS ON THE RISE HE THOUGHT TO HIMSELF AND SOME PEOPLE WONT SURVIVE IT.
MEANWHILE WAY UP IN THE HILLS PAST THE PROJECTS AND ALL THE VIOLENCE THERE WAS A WIFE AND A HUSBAND. BOTH OF THEM ARE LAWYERS AND THEY OWNED THE BIGGEST LAW FIRM IN THE COUNTRY. JILL AND TERRANCE JOHNSON HAVE WORKED HARD FOR ALL THEIR MONEY, WEALTH, AND LUXURY. JILL AND TERRANCE HAS KNOWN EACH OTHER SINCE HIGH SCHOOL, IN FACT THEY WERE HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEARTS. THEY WENT TO THE SAME COLLEGE, HAD THE SAME MAJOR, AND LOST THEIR VIRGINITY TOGETHER. AFTER COLLEGE THEY WERE BOTH INTERNS AT THE JOHNNY COCHRAN FIRM, HOWEVER, AFTER JOHNNY DIED THEY DECIDED TO LEAVE THE FIRM. THEY DECIDED TO START THEIR OWN FIRM, AND SLOWLY BUT, SURELY THEIR LAW FIRM ROSE TO BECOME ONE OF THE GREATEST LAW FIRMS EVER. THEY WERE HAPPY, THEY HAD SUCCESSFULLY CAREERS, TWO BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN, A HUGE MANSION IN THE HILLS. THEY HAD WHAT WE WOULD CALL A PERFECT LIFE. HOWEVER IF THERE IS ONE THING YOU SHOULD HAVE LEARNED BY NOW IS THAT THIS STORY IS ABOUT THE PERFECT LIFE. THE MORE PERFECT YOUR LIFE APPEARS TO BE, THEN THE MORE FUCKED UP YOUR LIFE IS BEHIND CLOSE DOORS. TERRENCE HAD A PROBLEM THAT EVERYONE KNEW ABOUT BUT, JILL REFUSED TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT. TERRENCE LIKED TO DRINK, NOT JUST THE OCCASIONAL DRINK LIKE ALL OF US BUT, HER LIKED TO DRINK EVERY NIGHT. WHEN HE CAME HOME HE WOULD DO HIS USUALLY ROUTINE COME IN AND GO STRAIGHT TO HIS MINI BAR. HE WOULD DRINK ANYTHING VODKA, HENNESSEY, BACARDI, GREY GOOSE, JACK DANIELS. HE DRINKS IT ALL AND OFTEN TIMES HE WOULD MIX THE DANGEROUS LIQUORS TOGETHER. NOW I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU ALL BUT, I BELIEVE WHAT PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY ABOUT DRUNKS. "A DRUNK MIND SPEAKS A SOBER TONGUE", AND TERRANCE WAS THE BEST EXAMPLE OF THIS. ONE DRINK, TWO DRINKS, THREE DRINKS, FOUR, FIVE DRINKS, SIX DRINKS AND A WHOLE LOT MORE, HE THREW TO THE BACK OF HIS THROAT. AS JILL WALKED IN THE ROOM AND SAID "HONEY MAYBE ITS TIME TO PUT THIS UP AND COME TO BED?"
TERRANCE PULLS THE BOTTLE AWAY FROM HER AND SCREAMS" NO YOU STUPID BITCH! I WANNA DRINK AND THEREFOR I WILL DRINK"
JILL SAYS BACK "HEY YOU LOWER YOUR VOICE OUR KIDS ARE UPSTAIRS AND I DON'T WANT THEM TO HEAR ABOUT HOW THEIR FATHER LOVES TO DRINK HIMSELF INTO A DAMN COMA EVERY NIGHT"
TERRANCE TURNS HIS GLOSSY EYE AND LOOKS AT JILL "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?" JILL ANSWERS BACK QUICKLY "NOTHING"
"NO! YOU SAID SOMETHING" TERRANCE SAYS AS HE TAKES ANOTHER SHOT. "YOU SAID THAT I LIKE TO DRINK MYSELF INTO A COMA?" TERRANCE JUMPS UP AND GRABS JILL BY HER ARMS AND SMACKS HER BODY ONTO THE WALL. AS HE STARES AT HER HE SCREAMS
" THE ONLY REASON WHY I DRINK IS BECAUSE OF YOU AND THEM DAMN KIDS. YOU ALL BOUGHT THIS ON ME WITH ALL YOUR NAGGING AND DADDY THIS AND DADDY THAT. I DRINK BECAUSE OF YOU ALL!"
TERRANCE THEN THROWS JILL TO THE FLOOR, JILL TRIES TO GET UP BUT TERRANCE THREATENS HER AND, SHE STAYS. AS HE TAKES A FEW MORE SHOTS TERRANCE STARTS TO GO CRAZY, THE PAIN THAT HE IS DEALING WITH IS STARTING TO GROW MORE AND MORE POWERFUL, AND THE ALCOHOL CAN NOT COVER IT UP ANYMORE. HE SCREAMS AND THROWS THE A BOTTLE OF SKY BLUE VODKA AGAINST THE WALL. HE STARTS TO TALK OUT LOUD AS HE PACES BACK AND FOURTH
"YOU STUPID BITCH, YOU MAKE ME DRINK ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT WORK AND THE KIDS THEN I GOTTA GO OVER THEIR HOUSE AND DEAL WITH THEIR BULLSHIT"
JILL STANDS UP AND INTERRUPTS HIM "WHO ARE THEY? WHO'S HOUSE ARE YOU GOING TO?" AS HE BACKHANDS HER TERRANCE SAYS LOUDLY
"DON'T WORRY ABOUT ALL THAT".
JILL ANSWERS BACK "YES I DO, I HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW IF YOU SLEEPING AROUND ON ME, THEN TELL ME NOW TERRANCE. DON'T LIE TO ME, I WORRY ABOUT YOU". JILL STARTS TO GET AN UNEASY FEELING ABOUT TERRANCE, SHE THINKS TO HERSELF WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO MY HUSBAND.
"NO WHAT YOU NEED TO WORRY ABOUT IS TAKING CARE OF YOUR MAN, CLEANING THIS DAMN HOUSE AND MAKING A DECENT MEAL BITCH THAT'S WHAT YOU AND DO. STOP SPENDING ALL MY DAMN MONEY AND GIVE ME SOME GOOD HEAD EVERY NOW AND THEN. THAT'S WHAT YOU NEED TO WORRY ABOUT". TERRANCE SAYS AS FIRMLY AS HE CAN.
JILL ANSWERS HIM "OH MY GOD! THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE ISN'T THERE? JILL STARTS TO RUN AWAY BUT TERRANCE RUNS OVER TO HER AND SAYS
"NO THEIR AIN'T NOBODY ELSE BUT IF YOU DON'T GIVE ME WHAT I NEED THEN THERE WILL BE."
JILL'S FACE TURNED TO STONE, SHE THOUGHT HOW COULD HE SAY THAT TO ME. I'M HIS WIFE, WE MADE VOWS. HOW COULD HE NOT LOVE ME ANYMORE.
"YOU GONNA GIVE ME WHAT I WANT TONIGHT I'M TIRED OF YOU NOT PLEASING ME THE WAY I DESERVE TO BE PLEASED" HE PUSHES HER TO THE FLOOR AND UNZIPS HIS PANTS. "YEA YOU BEEN ONE NASTY BITCH AND I'M GONNA PUNISH YOU TONIGHT. JILL STARTS TO CRAWL AWAY IN FEAR BUT, TERRANCE PULLS HER BACK
"NO BABY YOU ARE MINE TONIGHT.
JILL CRIES "NO, PLEASE, NO"
"WHAT YOU MEAN NO, YOU DON'T TELL ME NO WOMAN WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU TALKING TO" AS HE BEATS HER FACE IN WITH A EMPTY BOTTLE OF JACK DANIELS. "YOUR GONNA GIVE ME WHAT I WANT." HE DROPS DOWN TO THE FLOOR AND STARTS TO RIP OFF HER CLOTHES PIECE BY PIECE. FIRST, HER SHIRT THEN, HER SKIRT THEN, HE RIPS OFF HER BRA AND PANTIES. HE GRABS HE BREAST AND BITES THEM AS THOUGH THEY ARE AN APPLE FLAVOR SOUR STRAW. JILL SCREAMS OUT IN PAIN. HE THEN, STARTS TO KISS HER VIOLENTLY FROM HER FACE TO HER NECK, TO HER STOMACH, AND DOWN TO HER VAGINA. HE STARTS TO TUG AND EAT AWAY AT HER VAGINA LIKE A LION EATING AWAY AT A ZEBRA.
JILL SCREAMS "STOP! STOP! STOP!" AS TEARS ROLL DOWN HER EYES. TERRANCE COMES UP FROM HER BLEEDING VAGINA AND SAYS
"I'LL STOP WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT"
THEN, HE STANDS UP AND MAKES JILL GIVE HIM ORAL SEX. HE TAKES HER HEAD AND FORCES IT ONTO HIS PENIS AND, HE FUCKS HER FACE VIOLENTLY. THEN HE THROWS HER ON TOP OF HIS MINI BAR AND GOES DEEP DEEP INSIDE OF HER BACKSIDE. HE THRUSTS HIS BODY INTO HERS. JILL'S SCREAMING FOR HIM TO STOP BUT, HIS MADNESS WONT LET HIM. FINALLY, AFTER HOURS AND HOURS TERRANCE IS DONE HE HAS EJACULATED ON TOP OF HER FACE, LIKE WHIP CREAM ON TOP OF A SUNDAE. HE ZIPS HIS PANTS UP AND GOES THEN HEADS TO BED. JILL IS LEFT SITTING ON TOP OF THE BAR IN BLOOD AND TEARS. SHE GETS OFF THE BAR FALLS TO THE FLOOR AND STARTS TO CRY. AS SHE LOOKS AROUND THE ROOM SHE CATCHES A REFLECTION OF HERSELF IN THE MIRROR AND, SHE REALIZES THAT SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE. SOMEONE HAS TO TAKE ACTION, ONE OF US MUST DIE IN ORDER FOR THE OTHER TO LIVE HAPPILY! SHE THINKS TO HERSELF THEN, SHE PUTS HER CLOTHES BACK ON AND STARTS TO DRIVE TO THE HOSPITAL.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
DAMAGED PART 1
MOST FAIRY TALES TELL THE STORY OF A PRINCESS TRAPPED IN SOME GOD FORSAKEN TOWER, AND HOW SHE IS RESCUED BY SOME PRINCE AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. WELL THIS IS NOT ONE OF THOSE FAIRY TALES, THIS DOES NOT END HAPPILY, THERE IS NO PRINCESS IN A TOWER AND THERE IS NO PRINCE WHO COMES AND SAVES HER. INSTEAD THIS IS THE STORY ABOUT A FAMILY, A DIFFERENT KIND OF FAMILY, A STRANGE KIND OF FAMILY. THERE'S A MOM, DAD, BROTHERS, SISTERS, COUSINS, UNCLES,AUNTS AND GRANDPARENTS. THIS FAMILY HAS A DIFFERENT WAY OF LIFE, I AM WARNING YOU NOW IF YOU DO NOT LIKE TO READ ABOUT PAIN , HEARTBREAK OR THE ABUSE OF A HUMAN THEN YOU SHOULD NOT CONTINUE READING. HOWEVER IF YOU WANT TO HEAR THE TALE ABOUT THE GRUESOME AND HEARTLESS ACTS OF A FAMILY SO HEARTLESS AND SELFISH THEN YOU MAY CONTINUE READING. NOW LETS SEE WHERE SHALL THIS HEARTLESS TALE BEGIN? OH I KNOW LETS START WITH DA'SHAWN AND HIS MOTHER LISA.
LISA WAS A YOUNG MOTHER HAD HER SON DA'SHAWN AT THE YOUNG AGE OF 20, LISA GREW UP IN THE TOUGH STREETS OF GARY, INDIANA BACK IN THE 70'S. SHE IS A SHY WOMEN, A SCARY WOMEN, A WOMEN THAT IS VERY CLOSE MINDED. THERE IS NO DIFFERENT WAY OF LIFE FOR HER, HER MOTTO IS "THIS IS HOW IT IS AND THERE IS NO CHANGING IT". SHE SEES LIFE STRICTLY BLACK AND WHITE, THE SKY IS BLUE, THE GRASS IS GREEN, BIRDS FLY AND PEOPLE SING. THERE IS NO BLENDING IN HER WORLD. SHE BELIEVES THAT MEN SHOULD ACT LIKE MEN AND WOMEN SHOULD ACT LIKE WOMEN. THAT A MAN SHOULD PLAY SPORTS, WORKOUT AND WORK ON CARS. WOMEN SHOULD COOK, CLEAN AND PLAY WITH DOLLS. SHE LIVES IN MODERN TIMES BUT HAS THE MINDSET OF AN SCUMBAG MALE BACK IN THE 1950'S. SHE BELIEVES THAT PEOPLE SHOULD ONLY SPEAK WHEN SPOKEN TO AND THEY SHOULD NEVER STAND OUT. SHE ALWAYS WALKS IN THE SHADOWS AND NEVER TRIES TO STAND OUT IN THE LIGHT. NOW HER SON DA'SHAWN ON THE OTHER HAD IS A WILD, LOUD, CRAZY, OUT THERE,LIVE IN COLOR. HE HAS A BIG PERSONALITY AND HE IS NO AFRAID TO SHARE IT WITH THE WORLD. HE LAUGHS WHEN HE WANTS TO, SINGS WHEN HE FEELS THE SPIRIT AND IS A REALLY FUNNY GUY. NOW YOU CAN SEE WHERE A CONFLICT MAY ARISE BETWEEN THESE TWO. SINCE DA'SHAWN WAS LITTLE LISA HAS ALWAYS SHELTERED HIM AND DID EVERYTHING FOR HIM. SHE DIDN'T WANT HER SON TO GET HURT BY THIS BIG BAD WORLD SO SHE SHELTERED HIM. WHEN HE WANTED TO GO OUTSIDE AND PLAY SHE SAID NO, WHEN HE WANTED TO GO TO A SLEEP OVER SHE SAID NO. EVERYTHING TO HER WAS NO NO NO!!!! NOW WHEN DA'SHAWN TRIED TO EXPRESS HIMSELF THAT WAS WHEN THE REAL MONSTER CAME OUT OF LISA. DA'SHAWN ALWAYS HAD A LOVE FOR ENTERTAINMENT, MUSIC, DANCE, PHOTOGRAPHY, MODELING. ANYTHING ENTERTAINING HE LOVED IT. NOW LISA BELIEVED THAT ALL MEN IN THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY WAS BROKE AND GAY! SO WHEN DA'SHAWN ASKED HIS MOTHER COULD HE TAKE DANCE CLASS ONE DAY, SHE ERUPTED LIKE MT. SAINT HELENA. DA'SHAWN LOOKS AT HIS MOM AND ASKS
"MOM I WANT TO TAKE DANCE CLASS THEY WILL ONLY BE $90 FOR 6 WEEKS, CAN I PLEASE DO IT??"
LISA TURNS HER HEAD TO HIM WITH ANGER IN HER EYES, IT WAS AS IF THE DEVIL HIMSELF HAD MANIFESTED INSIDE OF HER.
"DANCE CLASS?" "DANCE CLASS?" "WHAT HAVE I TOLD YOU ABOUT DANCE CLASS, DANCING IS FOR GIRLS AND BITCHES, NOW DO YOU WANT TO BE A BITCH" SHE YELLS AS SHE TAKES HER BIG ASHY FIST TO HIS FACE. "HUH? YOU WANT TO BE A DAMN FAGGOT?? CUZ THE ONLY MEN THAT DANCE ARE FUCKING FAGGOTS!! AND I AIN'T BOUT TO RAISE NO DAMN FAGGOT" SHE SAYS AS SHE CONTINUES TO PLOW HER FISTS ON HIS FACE. BLOOD STARTS TO POOR OUT FROM HIS NOSE AND THEN HIS LIPS.
HE BEGS FOR HER TO STOP
"OKAY I WONT DANCE I WONT DO IT"
HE SAYS TERRIFYINGLY HAS TEARS AND BLOOD MIX TOGETHER IN HIS MOUTH LIKE SOME KIND OF ABUSIVE COCKTAIL. LISA DOES NOT HEAR HIM AND SHE IS GOING TO MAKE SURE THAT HE UNDERSTANDS THAT DANCING IS FOR FAGGOTS. SHE CONTINUES TO BEAT AND PLOW HER FISTS INTO HIS FACE. 5 MINUTES GO BY THEN. 10 MINUTES THEN, 30 MINUTES THEN, ONE ENTIRE HOUR GOES BY, AND LISA IS STILL ENRAGED. SHE CONTINUES TO BEAT HIM FIST AFTER FIST PLOWS ONTO HIS FACE. BLOOD IS OOZING OUT OF HIM LIKE LAVA OUT OF A VOLCANO. SHE GIVES HIM ONE LAST SHOT TO THE FACE, HER FIST COMES FLYING FROM BEHIND HER LIKE A BULLET OUT OF A SHOTGUN AND SHE CONNECTS DIRECTLY TO HIS NOSE. CRACK CRACK CRACK IS ALL THAT IS HEARD IN THE ROOM. HIS HEAD HITS THE WOOD FLOOR AND DA'SHAWN IN KNOCKED OUT COLD. LISA WALKS AWAY AND GETS READY TO GO TO WORK.
DA'SHAWN WAKES UP IN A BATH OF BLOOD ON THE FLOOR HE STUMBLES TO GET TO HIS FEET. HE LIMPS HIS WAY TO THE STAIRWAY AND HE MANGES TO GET TO THE UPSTAIRS BATHROOM . WHEN HE TURNS ON THE LIGHT HE SEES AN IMAGE THAT HES SEEN SO MANY TIMES BEFORE. AN IMAGE THAT HE WAS USED TO SEEING THIS IMAGE WAS HIS ALTER EGO IMAGE. AS HE LOOKED IN THE MIRROR HE SAW HIS MOUTH HAD BEEN BUSTED WIDE OPEN YOU COULD SEE HIS TEETH WHEN HIS MOUTH IS CLOSED. HIS LEFT EYE WAS COMPLETELY CLOSED SHUT, HIS RIGHT EYE HAD A PURPLE MOUNTAIN SITTING ON TOP OF IT. HIS NOSE WAS COMPLETELY TURNED TO THE LEFT SIDE OF HIS FACE. HE DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE HIMSELF, HE COULDN'T TELL WHO HE WAS ANYMORE. AS HE LOOKED IN THE MIRROR RAGE STARTED TO TAKE OVER HIS BODY. HE COULD FEEL IT FROM HIS TOES TO HIS HEAD THE ANGER AND DISGUST THAT HE FELT FOR HIMSELF. AS TEARS STARTED TO ROLL DOWN HIS FACE HE LETS OUT A SCREAM UNLIKE ANY OTHER. A SCREAM FILLED WITH PASSION, ANGER AND VENOM.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
HE LETS OUT THE SCREAM FROM DEEP WITHIN HIS SOUL AS HIS FIST GOES FLYING INTO THE MIRROR. HE POUNDS HIS FIST INTO THE MIRROR LIKE A BUTCHER POUNDS MEAT, THEN TEARS COME STREAMING FROM HIS FACE LIKE THE RAIN IN A HURRICANE. HIS RAGE HAS TAKEN OVER HIM AND HE LOSES CONTROL. HE STARTS TO TEAR THE BATHROOM APART BREAKING ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING HE CAN GET HIS HANDS ON. HE LOOKS AT HIMSELF IN THE BROKEN PIECES OF GLASS AND REALIZES THAT THINGS WILL NEVER CHANGE HERE WITH HIS MOM LISA.THIS IS HOW IT WILL ALWAYS BE, AND SO HE MUST TAKE ACTION SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE. HE GETS AN IDEA AN EVIL DARK IDEA, BUT AN IDEA NONE THE LESS. HE RUNS DOWN TO THE KITCHEN AND SEARCHES FOR THE BIG KNIFE THAT HIS MOM USES WHEN SHE CUTS UP CHICKEN BEAST. HE SEARCHES AND SEARCHES AND SEARCHES, FINALLY AFTER SEARCHING FOR SO LONG HE FINDS IT. AS HE WALKS INTO HIS MOTHERS ROOM HE LOOKS AROUND, IN HIS BLOOD HE WRITES ON HER MIRROR
I AM FINALLY OUT OF YOUR LIFE JUST LIKE YOU ALWAYS WANTED BURN IN HELL!
HE WALKS TO THE MIDDLE OF THE ROOM LIFTS THE KNIFE ABOVE HIS HEART AND BEFORE HE COULD FINISH THIS TERRIBLE ACT, THE DOOR BELL RINGS.
RING RING RING THE DOOR BELL SOUNDS BUT HE IGNORES IT RINGS RINGS RINGS THE DOOR BELL SOUNDS AGAIN, HE TRIES TO IGNORE IT BUT THE RINGING IS INTERRUPTING HIS EVIL ACT. SO HE GIVES INTO THE RINGING AND DECIDES TO GO DOWNSTAIRS AND OPENS THE DOOR. AS HE WALKED DOWN THE STAIRS HE COULDN'T HELP BUT THINK TO HIMSELF,
"WHO THE HELL IS THIS AT MY DAMN DOOR??"
AS HE OPENED THE DOOR HE SAW A WOMEN STANDING THERE IN THE LATEST FASHIONS FORM CHANNEL. A WOMAN HE HASN'T SEEN IN 10 YEARS, AS HE LOOKED AT HER WITH SHOCK IN HIS FACE HE STOOD THERE LIKE A STONE STATUE. HE COULDN'T BELIEVE IT WAS....
TO BE CONTINUED.........
LISA WAS A YOUNG MOTHER HAD HER SON DA'SHAWN AT THE YOUNG AGE OF 20, LISA GREW UP IN THE TOUGH STREETS OF GARY, INDIANA BACK IN THE 70'S. SHE IS A SHY WOMEN, A SCARY WOMEN, A WOMEN THAT IS VERY CLOSE MINDED. THERE IS NO DIFFERENT WAY OF LIFE FOR HER, HER MOTTO IS "THIS IS HOW IT IS AND THERE IS NO CHANGING IT". SHE SEES LIFE STRICTLY BLACK AND WHITE, THE SKY IS BLUE, THE GRASS IS GREEN, BIRDS FLY AND PEOPLE SING. THERE IS NO BLENDING IN HER WORLD. SHE BELIEVES THAT MEN SHOULD ACT LIKE MEN AND WOMEN SHOULD ACT LIKE WOMEN. THAT A MAN SHOULD PLAY SPORTS, WORKOUT AND WORK ON CARS. WOMEN SHOULD COOK, CLEAN AND PLAY WITH DOLLS. SHE LIVES IN MODERN TIMES BUT HAS THE MINDSET OF AN SCUMBAG MALE BACK IN THE 1950'S. SHE BELIEVES THAT PEOPLE SHOULD ONLY SPEAK WHEN SPOKEN TO AND THEY SHOULD NEVER STAND OUT. SHE ALWAYS WALKS IN THE SHADOWS AND NEVER TRIES TO STAND OUT IN THE LIGHT. NOW HER SON DA'SHAWN ON THE OTHER HAD IS A WILD, LOUD, CRAZY, OUT THERE,LIVE IN COLOR. HE HAS A BIG PERSONALITY AND HE IS NO AFRAID TO SHARE IT WITH THE WORLD. HE LAUGHS WHEN HE WANTS TO, SINGS WHEN HE FEELS THE SPIRIT AND IS A REALLY FUNNY GUY. NOW YOU CAN SEE WHERE A CONFLICT MAY ARISE BETWEEN THESE TWO. SINCE DA'SHAWN WAS LITTLE LISA HAS ALWAYS SHELTERED HIM AND DID EVERYTHING FOR HIM. SHE DIDN'T WANT HER SON TO GET HURT BY THIS BIG BAD WORLD SO SHE SHELTERED HIM. WHEN HE WANTED TO GO OUTSIDE AND PLAY SHE SAID NO, WHEN HE WANTED TO GO TO A SLEEP OVER SHE SAID NO. EVERYTHING TO HER WAS NO NO NO!!!! NOW WHEN DA'SHAWN TRIED TO EXPRESS HIMSELF THAT WAS WHEN THE REAL MONSTER CAME OUT OF LISA. DA'SHAWN ALWAYS HAD A LOVE FOR ENTERTAINMENT, MUSIC, DANCE, PHOTOGRAPHY, MODELING. ANYTHING ENTERTAINING HE LOVED IT. NOW LISA BELIEVED THAT ALL MEN IN THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY WAS BROKE AND GAY! SO WHEN DA'SHAWN ASKED HIS MOTHER COULD HE TAKE DANCE CLASS ONE DAY, SHE ERUPTED LIKE MT. SAINT HELENA. DA'SHAWN LOOKS AT HIS MOM AND ASKS
"MOM I WANT TO TAKE DANCE CLASS THEY WILL ONLY BE $90 FOR 6 WEEKS, CAN I PLEASE DO IT??"
LISA TURNS HER HEAD TO HIM WITH ANGER IN HER EYES, IT WAS AS IF THE DEVIL HIMSELF HAD MANIFESTED INSIDE OF HER.
"DANCE CLASS?" "DANCE CLASS?" "WHAT HAVE I TOLD YOU ABOUT DANCE CLASS, DANCING IS FOR GIRLS AND BITCHES, NOW DO YOU WANT TO BE A BITCH" SHE YELLS AS SHE TAKES HER BIG ASHY FIST TO HIS FACE. "HUH? YOU WANT TO BE A DAMN FAGGOT?? CUZ THE ONLY MEN THAT DANCE ARE FUCKING FAGGOTS!! AND I AIN'T BOUT TO RAISE NO DAMN FAGGOT" SHE SAYS AS SHE CONTINUES TO PLOW HER FISTS ON HIS FACE. BLOOD STARTS TO POOR OUT FROM HIS NOSE AND THEN HIS LIPS.
HE BEGS FOR HER TO STOP
"OKAY I WONT DANCE I WONT DO IT"
HE SAYS TERRIFYINGLY HAS TEARS AND BLOOD MIX TOGETHER IN HIS MOUTH LIKE SOME KIND OF ABUSIVE COCKTAIL. LISA DOES NOT HEAR HIM AND SHE IS GOING TO MAKE SURE THAT HE UNDERSTANDS THAT DANCING IS FOR FAGGOTS. SHE CONTINUES TO BEAT AND PLOW HER FISTS INTO HIS FACE. 5 MINUTES GO BY THEN. 10 MINUTES THEN, 30 MINUTES THEN, ONE ENTIRE HOUR GOES BY, AND LISA IS STILL ENRAGED. SHE CONTINUES TO BEAT HIM FIST AFTER FIST PLOWS ONTO HIS FACE. BLOOD IS OOZING OUT OF HIM LIKE LAVA OUT OF A VOLCANO. SHE GIVES HIM ONE LAST SHOT TO THE FACE, HER FIST COMES FLYING FROM BEHIND HER LIKE A BULLET OUT OF A SHOTGUN AND SHE CONNECTS DIRECTLY TO HIS NOSE. CRACK CRACK CRACK IS ALL THAT IS HEARD IN THE ROOM. HIS HEAD HITS THE WOOD FLOOR AND DA'SHAWN IN KNOCKED OUT COLD. LISA WALKS AWAY AND GETS READY TO GO TO WORK.
DA'SHAWN WAKES UP IN A BATH OF BLOOD ON THE FLOOR HE STUMBLES TO GET TO HIS FEET. HE LIMPS HIS WAY TO THE STAIRWAY AND HE MANGES TO GET TO THE UPSTAIRS BATHROOM . WHEN HE TURNS ON THE LIGHT HE SEES AN IMAGE THAT HES SEEN SO MANY TIMES BEFORE. AN IMAGE THAT HE WAS USED TO SEEING THIS IMAGE WAS HIS ALTER EGO IMAGE. AS HE LOOKED IN THE MIRROR HE SAW HIS MOUTH HAD BEEN BUSTED WIDE OPEN YOU COULD SEE HIS TEETH WHEN HIS MOUTH IS CLOSED. HIS LEFT EYE WAS COMPLETELY CLOSED SHUT, HIS RIGHT EYE HAD A PURPLE MOUNTAIN SITTING ON TOP OF IT. HIS NOSE WAS COMPLETELY TURNED TO THE LEFT SIDE OF HIS FACE. HE DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE HIMSELF, HE COULDN'T TELL WHO HE WAS ANYMORE. AS HE LOOKED IN THE MIRROR RAGE STARTED TO TAKE OVER HIS BODY. HE COULD FEEL IT FROM HIS TOES TO HIS HEAD THE ANGER AND DISGUST THAT HE FELT FOR HIMSELF. AS TEARS STARTED TO ROLL DOWN HIS FACE HE LETS OUT A SCREAM UNLIKE ANY OTHER. A SCREAM FILLED WITH PASSION, ANGER AND VENOM.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
HE LETS OUT THE SCREAM FROM DEEP WITHIN HIS SOUL AS HIS FIST GOES FLYING INTO THE MIRROR. HE POUNDS HIS FIST INTO THE MIRROR LIKE A BUTCHER POUNDS MEAT, THEN TEARS COME STREAMING FROM HIS FACE LIKE THE RAIN IN A HURRICANE. HIS RAGE HAS TAKEN OVER HIM AND HE LOSES CONTROL. HE STARTS TO TEAR THE BATHROOM APART BREAKING ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING HE CAN GET HIS HANDS ON. HE LOOKS AT HIMSELF IN THE BROKEN PIECES OF GLASS AND REALIZES THAT THINGS WILL NEVER CHANGE HERE WITH HIS MOM LISA.THIS IS HOW IT WILL ALWAYS BE, AND SO HE MUST TAKE ACTION SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE. HE GETS AN IDEA AN EVIL DARK IDEA, BUT AN IDEA NONE THE LESS. HE RUNS DOWN TO THE KITCHEN AND SEARCHES FOR THE BIG KNIFE THAT HIS MOM USES WHEN SHE CUTS UP CHICKEN BEAST. HE SEARCHES AND SEARCHES AND SEARCHES, FINALLY AFTER SEARCHING FOR SO LONG HE FINDS IT. AS HE WALKS INTO HIS MOTHERS ROOM HE LOOKS AROUND, IN HIS BLOOD HE WRITES ON HER MIRROR
I AM FINALLY OUT OF YOUR LIFE JUST LIKE YOU ALWAYS WANTED BURN IN HELL!
HE WALKS TO THE MIDDLE OF THE ROOM LIFTS THE KNIFE ABOVE HIS HEART AND BEFORE HE COULD FINISH THIS TERRIBLE ACT, THE DOOR BELL RINGS.
RING RING RING THE DOOR BELL SOUNDS BUT HE IGNORES IT RINGS RINGS RINGS THE DOOR BELL SOUNDS AGAIN, HE TRIES TO IGNORE IT BUT THE RINGING IS INTERRUPTING HIS EVIL ACT. SO HE GIVES INTO THE RINGING AND DECIDES TO GO DOWNSTAIRS AND OPENS THE DOOR. AS HE WALKED DOWN THE STAIRS HE COULDN'T HELP BUT THINK TO HIMSELF,
"WHO THE HELL IS THIS AT MY DAMN DOOR??"
AS HE OPENED THE DOOR HE SAW A WOMEN STANDING THERE IN THE LATEST FASHIONS FORM CHANNEL. A WOMAN HE HASN'T SEEN IN 10 YEARS, AS HE LOOKED AT HER WITH SHOCK IN HIS FACE HE STOOD THERE LIKE A STONE STATUE. HE COULDN'T BELIEVE IT WAS....
TO BE CONTINUED.........
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